Planning to hang out with some friends I haven't seen in a long time tonight. I hope it goes well. Ineed a change, and I can feel older relationships ding, so maybe this will be a good experience for me.
I'm tired of being in a constant state of drama and change. I want things to be stable, just for a week.
House is full of people who are very much against me. I can't even feel comfortable in my own home anymore, I only feel calm when I'm at work.
And I seem to be consistently ill. One day my eyes are infected, the nextit's my throat. Today is a little bit of both, but I'll go to the doc (again) on monday and see what can be done.
Thinking of going to a therapist,but I don't know if I should. Maybe I'm just whiny? Or maybe they'll figure out how nuts I really am? Or, maybe put me on drugs. But do I wanna be on drugs?
I'm tired of being in a constant state of drama and change. I want things to be stable, just for a week.
House is full of people who are very much against me. I can't even feel comfortable in my own home anymore, I only feel calm when I'm at work.
And I seem to be consistently ill. One day my eyes are infected, the nextit's my throat. Today is a little bit of both, but I'll go to the doc (again) on monday and see what can be done.
Thinking of going to a therapist,but I don't know if I should. Maybe I'm just whiny? Or maybe they'll figure out how nuts I really am? Or, maybe put me on drugs. But do I wanna be on drugs?