I had an emotional breakdown last night...i was up crying until 8 am...then i had to wake up for 1 to go to work....i cried the whole way too work....then when i went on break i cried for that half hour....and i cried to my manager because i was very disappointed that i couldnt do what i said i was going to do for a lovely girl....
speaking of that......you know who you are
i am extremely sorry that i promised you something and wasnt able to keep that promise i feel terrible....like i let you down or disappointed you.....(im not trying to sound weird its just coming out that way).....and i hope you forgive me...
i think the emotional breakdown is because im pmsing....but like i was just having flashbacks of past events and it made me extremely sad....
im feeling a little better, i try not to think of those things so i wont cry....but then i cry cuz im trying to forget those things....so either way i lose
in other news tomorrows my day off.....im probably just going to stay in bed all day......
i thought my aunt hated me i was def. mistaken.....im so happy i have supportive and wonderful family ....
sunday im going to our lake house cuz we are having a surprise birthday party for my uncle karl....hes going to be turning 60!!!!! wow.....lol jk.
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my birthday is in 20 days....every year i have a countdown....last year my birthday sucked dick....it was the worst birthday ever......this year will be much different..i hope....
well this is really long ill see ya all later!!
