Hi babes and Lovers,
I am so sorry I have been away for so long. Time has not been kind and I am really struggling. I recently had the strength to admit to myself that I have a problem. I suffer from pocrescophobia or the fear of gaining weight. This has lead into a form of anorexia. I am really trying. Trying so hard to stop. But I am losing this battle and now its taken a nasty turn. I can no longer digest solids without pain. I am afraid.
I am talking with some people and I am doing everything I can to stop this behavior. It has infected me body and soul and I am sorry. I'm sorry that it has taken over my life so completely that I turned away from all of you. You, who have loved and supported me through it all. You are my SG family and I know, I know in my heart, that you will be patient with me.
With all that being said part of my recovery is to do things that I once enjoyed. This past weekend I was lucky enough to shoot with the lovely @sobelle. Not only that I was able to do some modeling for a Mag. with @aerie. I looked over Sobelles shoulder and watched as she thumbed through our photos. I cannot wait until we get this set edited and submitted. She did a wonderful job and has a tremendous talent!
After the shoot SoBelle and I got Bro/Ho tatts together. Since our first set together was Bath Time Bettie we decided to pay homage to the babe and got her image permanently fixed on our bodies. She looks totally bitchen and I love her! Every time I look at it I am reminded of all the crazy good times Sobelle and I have had over the course of our friendship. I am so happy to share this with her.
So, this past week I got a text from SoBelle telling me that her photos from the St.Louis Tattoo Expo were selected for Freshly Inked Magazine. While looking through the photos I notice that one of the shots she took of me made it! I guess they liked my "Who the Fuck is Kat Von D" Shirt! Hhahahah
Well my loves, good news and bad in this blog. I will do my best to be more active on the site and hopefully regain a little bit of the old me with it. All I ask is that you bear with me and be patient. I will respond to each and everyone of you like I always have, it just might take me a little bit longer.
With all of that, I still love you and this community.
I love you.
XOXO Q
PS I am going to do a MASSIVE photo drop here is a sec so keep your eyes peeled for those.
