I owe you an explanation.

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Hello Love Bugs,

I owe you all an explanation. Lately, I have been absent from the site and I apologize. For the past three weeks I have been battling some depression. I have lost 5 lbs in one week and I am dangerously close to being underweight. I am not sleeping, not eating, and I have lost interest in things that were once important to me. My heart feels like it is splitting in two and it is terrifying.

So, I finally decided to seek help. Once a week I see a therapist. For about an hour and a half I just talk. We have come to the realization that I have anxiety and control issues. Together, with my family and my therapist, I am working to solve the root of my problems (believe me, there are a lot of them).

To wrap this up, I just want to state that I am tired of how I feel on the inside. I am tired of being exhausted and not caring about things I love. I am ready for a change and I am not afraid to ask for help. So, please bear with me. All I need from you is for all of you just to continue being you. It helps me more than you know.

Thank you.

XOXO

QueenMabb

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shadowbard:
I am sorry to hear about your depression My Queen; I can relate, I can relate! Feel better, I know it's easier said than done! I know we only speak to one another via this medium, but I am hear if you ever want to talk!
silas_j:
You're a very sweet lady. I hope you feel better.

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