"baby take a look, baby take a look. baby take a look. Look at your man. do i look like a man who doesnt understand? you are the ONE TRUE thing! in a world of untrue things.. " couldnt be more true right now...
so how is my life going?
couldnt be more stressful/depressing... ive recently realized that im great at starting relationships but horrible at keeping them going... now i have three girls that ive dated in the last 3 months, i like all of them. but i cant do anything about it, so ive just preoccupied myself with getting trashed. this unfortunately has caused my grades to go to hell, and now im facing finals next week and i am too depressed to attempt studying....
last night i was the closet ive ever been to killing myself.. i drank about half a litre of popov and passed out, only to dream about slitting my wrists in a bath tub (yaya i know it sounds lame) ,but OMG it was soo surreal though, its the most memorable, scary, realistic dream thats ive ever had.... anyway i dreampt (i think thats a word) about all types of wierd and depressing shit last night and now im sort of afraid to go to sleep now. but dear god i cant wait for the next few weeks to go bye so i can retrieve my sanity.
so how is my life going?
couldnt be more stressful/depressing... ive recently realized that im great at starting relationships but horrible at keeping them going... now i have three girls that ive dated in the last 3 months, i like all of them. but i cant do anything about it, so ive just preoccupied myself with getting trashed. this unfortunately has caused my grades to go to hell, and now im facing finals next week and i am too depressed to attempt studying....
last night i was the closet ive ever been to killing myself.. i drank about half a litre of popov and passed out, only to dream about slitting my wrists in a bath tub (yaya i know it sounds lame) ,but OMG it was soo surreal though, its the most memorable, scary, realistic dream thats ive ever had.... anyway i dreampt (i think thats a word) about all types of wierd and depressing shit last night and now im sort of afraid to go to sleep now. but dear god i cant wait for the next few weeks to go bye so i can retrieve my sanity.