Sunday Aug 28, 2005

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astarimpaled:
some paths can't be walked, but the ones who crawl their way through are the ones who find life worth living.
obliviousfocus:
dude talk to me !!!!

Friday Aug 26, 2005

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Sean throws a pity party

i don't really know what to say.

i am just hurting. i suppose it's that time for me when illnesses awaken and take much pleasure in kicking your ass. i feel trapped. bored. sad. scared.

i don't know why.

i want a change that isn't possible. i'm sick of routine. i'm sick of trying to cry because i think i...
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martini:
yeah.. move to toronto.. i'll cheer you up on a daily basis.. it would be grand!

cheer up buttercup... call me if you need to chatty chat smile

xo
adia:
ERRR i comand u be online now so i can talk to u !!! lol

by the way... good tune


[Edited on Aug 27, 2005 8:14PM]

Tuesday Aug 23, 2005

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goodbyes in silence.

you have
found
a
treasure
in
me
like
i
am
beautiful
and
glowing
and
you
are
the
only
person
who
will
cuddle
my
shadow
once
the
hour
is
over.........

i will draw you a picture of a tragedy in me.
you cannot keep me here and
the room is darker in the shade of smiles.

i am nothing.
just the jester.
ready...
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adia:
hey I missed you

eireann:
This is a very long minute. biggrin

Wednesday Aug 17, 2005

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the possibility of silence

is alarming.
isssss fucking impossible to breathe.

the soundtrack as follows:

nausea nausea! the parole of agony. here here.

The Velvet Undergroud: Sunday Morning

(i got me one good bookmark that tells time when i am not watching.)

The Smiths: Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me

(oh...laughing at the sunrise--no scratch that! i believe it was that cannibal december--those...
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ataxia:
duran duran is the shit
kiss
rockadiva:
hey hey....check it out...

Sunday Aug 14, 2005

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afterthoughts and apologies to the teacup

above
the sky
i remember
your
perfume
that
tasted
and worried
........you

i once held
in a thunderstorm
while
the afternoon
smiled
grey
on
our smiles

and
in the cracks
of the sidewalk
bleeding
lies
my heart
a stubborn reminder
of yesterdays
that
i bottle
for the
mornings now

it makes the eyeliner
look like
the trails
to
the...
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yaya:
hey sweetie!!! kiss believe it or not, i missed ya! puke lol once again, your writing makes me feel all... love frown all at once...isn't that beautiful?


and
in the cracks
of the sidewalk
bleeding
lies
my heart
a stubborn reminder
of yesterdays
that
i bottle
for the
mornings now


.....now that's something i can relate too. kiss
eireann:
wow.

just... wow.

Saturday Aug 13, 2005

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introduction fucking

stop me now if you think this will someday sound familiar like a repetitive will-reading or shitty poetry that makes your skin flake and fucking tell me to shutup and to stay in the house.

Oh yes, the apologetic house.

The house is nothing like it was before. It is now a skeleton, the remains of a long-decayed corpse that has--rather than be...
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cretinfamily:
hey honey kiss
roxymoron:
Ah...yes...those deep seeded feelings. Isn't it nice to know that things can change!

Sunday Aug 07, 2005

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my soul and yours...

will you make me cum & cry & decide & wonder & fear & after will i still be a lovely faux-poet? will bartend fun matter? smoke smoke eight cigarettes in your memory before i flush all deisre down the toilet in a mix of orange and violet sympathy.

these are my last days.
you'll make me forget my mind.
in...
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eireann:
ahaha, you know, I called YOU from that party, and I was trying to LEAVE, so that should tell ya something about how I feel about frat boys.

I can't wait...

kiss
eyesofatragedy:
Would You...?

If we walked past on the street.. Would i
Be just a glimmer in your eye?.. Would you
Stop or pass me by?.. Would you
Drink me in like wine?.. Would i
Pump through your veins in slow release time?.. Or would you
Be sicken at the thought?.. Would you
Become everything im not?.. Would i
Learn from what youve taught?.. Or would i
Sit alone to rot?.. Could you
Be everything i need?.. Could i
Be so lucky to finally succeed?.. Could you
Understand what i want you to believe?.. Or would you
Drown in my voice?.. Would you
Be able to swim?.. Could i
Save you from the terror that floats on a whim?.. Or would it
Swallow you whole?.. Could it
Fill my hearts hole?.. Would it
Inspire my soul?.. Would you
Make it all go away.. Would you
Bask in my sunlight's rays?.. Or would you
Sink in my rain?.. Would you
Ease my pain? well..
Would You..?

Saturday Aug 06, 2005

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make a list seem better and smile

spilled mind--
in the bathroom--
you're beating--
hold hands--
you gremlin--
of disaster--
i drink--
too nothing--
w/o you--
pearls--
thank you--
of course--
better off--
holy shit--
reminder--
oh--
tomorrow--
i will--
hate me.........................................................
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thefreak:
Huh. confused

-TM
yuriel:
im more confused than freak usually but <3
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Tuesday Aug 02, 2005

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take apart the moment and stretch your arms out until they shatter

and
you
and
you
and
you
and
you

i'll hold your eyes when the nightmares cum.

for everything i see thru this glass
is an absolute
this euphoria erection
and mystery
keeps me insane.

there are blankets in a pile above your clothes
& they will be there in the morning
long after...
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kr1ssyk1tty:
no problem sweetie, i didnt know u r sick, i hope u get better!!! I miss ya... last night would have been bad anyway cuz i was at a party till 1 am my time smile LOve YA!
laceyglove:
thanks for the birthday wishes. kiss

i just wanted to let you know even though i rarely comment, i still read your beautiful writings.!

have a fantastic weekend kiss

Sunday Jul 31, 2005

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oh you long week of anguish, boy-crushes, and too much alcohol

in what seems like many fridays ago, i flew to seattle in order to visit juno106, DutchessVanian, and the absolutely lovely, kr1ssyk1tty. good times were had, altho i did receive the news last Sunday that my granny had died. i left seattle on tuesday and flew ALL FUCKING day across the...
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eireann:
We can be friends first, fall in love, and then get married next year.
cretinfamily:
hey you! kiss kiss
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