quasi_sean

I'm off for the next two days...

Let the drunk begin...

I once played a banjo, nude, in the middle of a crowded restaurant while the manager played the bongo drums.

What could have been better than dreaming about her, and seeing her in my arms?

I don't really know what else to say right now, except that for the first time in a long time...I feel content with myself. It feels so good. How long will it last? I have no idea, but I wish I could bottle it and save it forever...

Saw Big Fish tonight....and next to LOTR....I have to say it was the most beautiful film I have seen all year...YAY for Burton, and his ability to make me mushy.

I have to go see it at least three or four more times before it leaves the theatres....

Going to see Big Fish tonight....

Yay!

Evening folks.

So I stayed up till nearly 4 o' clockers this a.m. drunk talking to a very special person, and toward the end the beer ran out and stupidly I switched to a white wine, which may not have been the best decision, but hopefully the last true dumb one I will make in this truely bizarre year of '03. Only ignorant due to...
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Love the euphoria picnics sailing mind is lavender cannot control the numbness and the tickle as my head rolls around on my neck and I'm waiting for it to fall off and roll down the hallway....watch the bowling ball make a spectacle of itself and pay it no attention when it begins to scream for more milk from the underside of the party guests.

I'm...
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ugh...

I have the hangover that never ends...

I love parties where I look sexy in skirts.

dream of me

I feel horribe. I don't know why.
My heart hurts, and I feel this impending sense of doom. I'm worried about everything. I want it all and nothing anymore. How do people do this?
Open cabinet above bathroom sink w/my reflection disappearing and now I am a complete stranger capable of making sweet strange decisions. Nobody knows me anymore, and that's just...
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so I remember it well

one
minute
alive
and
she
was
beside
the
one
who
looked
better
the
seasons
that
cried
the
darkest
of
dances
and
kisses
I
missed
were
not
meant
for
me
but
for
the
better
I
wish.

oh my gawsh

Inside
dark
places
are
traces
of
blood
and
whisper
softly
to
nothing

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Take
me
to
stand
there
stood
the
breath
that
wanted
me
inside
her.

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