No more writing is difficult
& I have it all inside
untamed, backwards
like the furry lap-dogs or
the hounds of Hell
in sick, desperate fits chained
furious to the burned brick wall--well aware of
the sour sadness they can smell through the masks &
determined to break free &
I know its real & so do they & all our freedoms
died this way...
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& I have it all inside
untamed, backwards
like the furry lap-dogs or
the hounds of Hell
in sick, desperate fits chained
furious to the burned brick wall--well aware of
the sour sadness they can smell through the masks &
determined to break free &
I know its real & so do they & all our freedoms
died this way...
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Tonight I will finally sink beneath the surface of the bathwater and in that way-too brief less-than-a-minute I will feel every tiny bit of dirt that managed to cling to me during the day. Only then will I feel completely exposed, nude in a disgustingly sad way--so much so that I'll fight the return to the surface, and weep when the body's will finally prevails....
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roxxee:
Check your e-mail k?? I'm so glad your back.
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[Edited on Jun 03, 2004 4:20PM]
ikylilgrl:
hey stranger 
So, I've been gone for about 2 months & now I'm back.
It's lovely.
I haven't done much, altho I did move out, so now I live by my lonesome, which is nice and no longer do I have crowds of alcoholics keeping me up all night and wandering in and out of my room at odd hours. I went thru a couple of weeks...
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It's lovely.
I haven't done much, altho I did move out, so now I live by my lonesome, which is nice and no longer do I have crowds of alcoholics keeping me up all night and wandering in and out of my room at odd hours. I went thru a couple of weeks...
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tronvillain:
Glad to have you back man, and I look forward to an old school entry.
Lordy...been a long time since the last update...
I've been extrememly busy, w/many things happening...mainly my upcoming (tomorrow) move. I'll be SG-less but still on email for the next two weeks or so.
I've missed talking to you guys.
Email me.
Next update in a couple of weeks.
Laterz. sean.
I've been extrememly busy, w/many things happening...mainly my upcoming (tomorrow) move. I'll be SG-less but still on email for the next two weeks or so.
I've missed talking to you guys.
Email me.
Next update in a couple of weeks.
Laterz. sean.
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tronvillain:
Ah, back from the dead! Glad I didn't take you off my list. I guess I will have to e-mail you.
faelynia:
wow..
it seems like months since i have seen ya
*looks around*
it seems like months since i have seen ya
*looks around*
Sean is back for a few minutes.
For the past week I've been bed-ridden, dehydrated horribly and puking whatever fluids I did put down. I went to the good Doctor on Thursday who had me get my blood levels drawn, and it seems the high dose of Lithium I was taking and the fact I wasn't keeping myself properly hydrated was making my blood toxic....ugh....
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For the past week I've been bed-ridden, dehydrated horribly and puking whatever fluids I did put down. I went to the good Doctor on Thursday who had me get my blood levels drawn, and it seems the high dose of Lithium I was taking and the fact I wasn't keeping myself properly hydrated was making my blood toxic....ugh....
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faithless000:
where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu??????????
violencejack:
(knocks on the door) Hello? Can Sean come out and play? He's been gone a long time and we miss him...
One of these days I will be laughed out of the therapy waiting room, and I will flee in tears, clutching my bag like I belong in a John Hughes movie or a car commercial. Then I will come sneaking back to peer in and find the rest of the monsters of the madness screaming at each other who deserves the crown. And w/nothing to...
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darthlunchbox:
AHHH! Dude! come back! come out of the pharmacutical coma!
My heart feels heavy, and pounds lighter at the same time...I just want to reach a million miles and grab her and bring her home...
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the nets that surrounded a child's brain were just flawed at some point & only caught glimpses of the Hell to be while laughing at the sun & enjoying afternoons--
& I grew older the rips became bigger started...
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the nets that surrounded a child's brain were just flawed at some point & only caught glimpses of the Hell to be while laughing at the sun & enjoying afternoons--
& I grew older the rips became bigger started...
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faithless000:
my favorite glimpse into your world so far.
oh, fine. so you take them out. s'cool, i just thought it was cool cos it was the only abbreviation you used.
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oh, fine. so you take them out. s'cool, i just thought it was cool cos it was the only abbreviation you used.
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tronvillain:
Nice.
Hey cueshawn, hope everything is well despite the insane school and work. *chuckle*
Hey cueshawn, hope everything is well despite the insane school and work. *chuckle*
I made it.
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roxxee:
I'm back. Life sucks. Don't hate me. LONG story. Promise I'll write and tell you everything.
I'm back. Life sucks. Don't hate me. LONG story. Promise I'll write and tell you everything. 
lunna:
I was just wondering what you've been up to, but your journal isn't updated so I'll just say hello and 
After a poetry reading--to those who did.
There are songs sang
that are made magnificent
when you see tears fall
off all the hearts in the room
& you start to read a
poem, a stanza of death maybe
that was painted on
a glass wall before the lights
went out & you stop--
& you cannot handle the manic pauses, the shaking & sluring...
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There are songs sang
that are made magnificent
when you see tears fall
off all the hearts in the room
& you start to read a
poem, a stanza of death maybe
that was painted on
a glass wall before the lights
went out & you stop--
& you cannot handle the manic pauses, the shaking & sluring...
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priss:
I am ovulating
you have 2 weeks or so to come say hello
Hope you're well
K
you have 2 weeks or so to come say hello
Hope you're well
K
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Sometimes, me, you wont be able to answer or even understand completely what it is that sits and picks at your brain like that apes that delicately select the bugs from their hair. Does it have a name? Does it have anything to do with making a movie about a guy like you, infact, you met him in the first draft of a shitty...
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Sometimes, me, you wont be able to answer or even understand completely what it is that sits and picks at your brain like that apes that delicately select the bugs from their hair. Does it have a name? Does it have anything to do with making a movie about a guy like you, infact, you met him in the first draft of a shitty...
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charitee:
Thanks for the good read. Your writing style is impressive. Thanks for being cool in chat and showing a newbie the ropes. Good Charma.
-Char
-Char
charitee:
It was nice chatting with you too Mr...... um.. what the hell do you do? LOL!
Night!
-Char
Night!
-Char
I am feeling a bit better now. Thank you for the kind words!
Lacey420