revolving altars...alter the mood.
whatever became of him i sometimes catch myself wondering where he ran off to or whether or not he still lives with that underprotective career mother in that apartment that seemed too thin for his seemingly anorexic looking body and i was much heavier than him so i sqoooooze thru the halls to his room where as bored 12 y/o's we...
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whatever became of him i sometimes catch myself wondering where he ran off to or whether or not he still lives with that underprotective career mother in that apartment that seemed too thin for his seemingly anorexic looking body and i was much heavier than him so i sqoooooze thru the halls to his room where as bored 12 y/o's we...
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seantastic:
HEY I had that happen to me once. But it was a turtle and the dollar was painted red instead.
cherrysodap0p:
i like how you place your words
ode to the wisdom & misadventures & the evenings spent alone
you told me once..."shhh, you talk too much, speak in those funny syllables that are too difficult to comprehend and your tongue clicks when you say the letter Q and it drives me wuh..wuh...wild--but I just cannot listen anymore--please sleep for once--I need to see you sleep...you don't sleep enough and I'm worried about...
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you told me once..."shhh, you talk too much, speak in those funny syllables that are too difficult to comprehend and your tongue clicks when you say the letter Q and it drives me wuh..wuh...wild--but I just cannot listen anymore--please sleep for once--I need to see you sleep...you don't sleep enough and I'm worried about...
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cherrysodap0p:
hehe love the new pic, You are super fun!
charitee:
Oh honey.. you could never do anything to upset me! I'm just feeling wicked blah right now and have been really busy with kids and work!
We are just fine my darling.. I'll take that shoulder if you're still offering and you can lean on mine!!!
You are a wonder! Huge kisses to you!
We are just fine my darling.. I'll take that shoulder if you're still offering and you can lean on mine!!!
You are a wonder! Huge kisses to you!
rapid heartbeat why his sorrow...
Four p.m. and they wheeled him up near me in the waiting room while i read making a universe that seemed so debaucherous but at least it was mine...and i only heard the sweet voice of the nurse who gently coaxed him from the wheelchair and into a softer one that wouldn't roll--these decorative red ones that were littered about...
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Four p.m. and they wheeled him up near me in the waiting room while i read making a universe that seemed so debaucherous but at least it was mine...and i only heard the sweet voice of the nurse who gently coaxed him from the wheelchair and into a softer one that wouldn't roll--these decorative red ones that were littered about...
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seantastic:
You ever read Richard Laymon? Horror and porn in the same book. It's like junk food for the mind. Great stuff. Anyway I wish you would write some dribble like the rest of us so we dont feel so inadequate.. or how ever the fuck you spell that. ~~~~ ramen noodles~~~
roxxee:
... 
after.
so these are the dreams that spread their open sores and drag me in kicking & screaming as i search for a friend, and make believe use radios for contact w/nobody at the other end--why can't you exist and find me while the air is still passing me by? oh, but whose tragedy greater? the moment i fall from the sky--
every
corner
seems...
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so these are the dreams that spread their open sores and drag me in kicking & screaming as i search for a friend, and make believe use radios for contact w/nobody at the other end--why can't you exist and find me while the air is still passing me by? oh, but whose tragedy greater? the moment i fall from the sky--
every
corner
seems...
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roxxee:
I just noticed Memoirs of Geisha on your list. Remember the Chairman? I once gave that book to someone with an inscription, it still hold true. It's funny how things can transalate over when we can't use our voices to say them.
mineux:
once again, you leave me speechless. fall fall fall fall into the night jump jump out of time...
sunday morning tiny letters...
only on this fence...only on this thin wire staring below me--the starry rock GODS playing death thru amp now--does the world make sense & high above, where it all slooooooows down walking thru mud I'll make it soon if I can keep the ravens away w/one hand tied to my shoulder blade....but you're guiding me aren't you? tugging on...
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only on this fence...only on this thin wire staring below me--the starry rock GODS playing death thru amp now--does the world make sense & high above, where it all slooooooows down walking thru mud I'll make it soon if I can keep the ravens away w/one hand tied to my shoulder blade....but you're guiding me aren't you? tugging on...
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charitee:
what?
charitee:
oh, ok. good. that means quite a bit coming from you.
I'll Be Your Mirror....
as you sit in the nite afraid of the darkness as we hold each other our skin starting to melt, nude, our gaze never broken and as you take my lips in your teeth still whispering that you love me and that somewhere there will be a place for the two of us--making my hips rise to you with just the...
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as you sit in the nite afraid of the darkness as we hold each other our skin starting to melt, nude, our gaze never broken and as you take my lips in your teeth still whispering that you love me and that somewhere there will be a place for the two of us--making my hips rise to you with just the...
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mineux:
I know that feeling, and i have never been able to ever fully express that moment in writing... thank you for writing it. ::total awe::
roxxee:
I'm on IM all the time.
[Edited on Jun 13, 2004 5:12AM]
I'm on IM all the time. [Edited on Jun 13, 2004 5:12AM]
august & the cold december
place your roses next to me and walk away slowly, remember me however you want to whether it be the time you captured on film the beginings of a smile or the time I drunkenly rolled off the bed reading Kerouac and nearly shattering my glasses but not my pride on the edge of my desk that must have weighed...
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place your roses next to me and walk away slowly, remember me however you want to whether it be the time you captured on film the beginings of a smile or the time I drunkenly rolled off the bed reading Kerouac and nearly shattering my glasses but not my pride on the edge of my desk that must have weighed...
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charitee:
Have I told you lately how much I've begun to adore you? Thank you for your kind words, they mean more than I think you understand.
st_jimmy:
just thought i would stop by and say hi
just drop me a line k
just drop me a line k
why don't you kick me, sweetness?
I could lay underneath the clouds for hours, staring, watching them gather gray before erupting and drowning me on the nastiest streets of Houston that I could imagine.
the world is bored and i'm so restless tonight. somebody save me.
I could lay underneath the clouds for hours, staring, watching them gather gray before erupting and drowning me on the nastiest streets of Houston that I could imagine.
the world is bored and i'm so restless tonight. somebody save me.
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roxxee:
Hiya
charitee:
Note to Sean - I'd brave the rain for you.
What were you doing here?
Oh my God...grab my cock and beat my face with that baseball bat while you sing the sweet curses you learned as an adolescent wandering the parks looking for me and--
back and you're telling me now how fucking beautiful I am while cutting me with the scissors and you're crying let me swallow all of those tears before they...
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Oh my God...grab my cock and beat my face with that baseball bat while you sing the sweet curses you learned as an adolescent wandering the parks looking for me and--
back and you're telling me now how fucking beautiful I am while cutting me with the scissors and you're crying let me swallow all of those tears before they...
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roxxee:
...your amazing
bettyboop:
i agree with the preveious statement. whereris the look of awwe face when i need one??
Dragged down the dirt & sanity sleeps behind me.
Even though they tell a thousand stories
though the goddamn things cannot be
real,
but to me these comatose forcing down
the roads
waking to the spit hanging from my eyelashes fingernail claw marks raked across my throat & nude
expressionless
a million shotguns pointed to the death spots
no desire to cum ages since
I...
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Even though they tell a thousand stories
though the goddamn things cannot be
real,
but to me these comatose forcing down
the roads
waking to the spit hanging from my eyelashes fingernail claw marks raked across my throat & nude
expressionless
a million shotguns pointed to the death spots
no desire to cum ages since
I...
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charitee:
I just read this again. Out loud to hear it vibrate in my head.
Remind me again darling, why you aren't published? You are my new Picaso.
-Char
Remind me again darling, why you aren't published? You are my new Picaso.
-Char
charitee:
sleep now.