3:42 a.m.
exposed in this darkness like lying awake in utero choking on the stomach fluids & there are a million eyes all around having thier way w/me while i hear a faint DRIP DRIP--possibly from the brain wishing there were more & there is that beautiful explosion that burns it for a million years to come & think you feel fine but everything is......
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exposed in this darkness like lying awake in utero choking on the stomach fluids & there are a million eyes all around having thier way w/me while i hear a faint DRIP DRIP--possibly from the brain wishing there were more & there is that beautiful explosion that burns it for a million years to come & think you feel fine but everything is......
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the only day w/o you (or bus)
I froze, anorexic, in that cold weather. The moon made no sense, infact it may have laughed at me as I stood there, hoping something would change.
Lets s start with the weather. Start simple, and work our way up, until all of mankinds problems are solved, and my bones no longer show themselves thru my paling skin...yearning...
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I froze, anorexic, in that cold weather. The moon made no sense, infact it may have laughed at me as I stood there, hoping something would change.
Lets s start with the weather. Start simple, and work our way up, until all of mankinds problems are solved, and my bones no longer show themselves thru my paling skin...yearning...
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bsided:
after about sicks or seven the holes became traps for pesky neighbors
followed for hrx.
swallow. the sights are something--
sure, i'm eating these puncture pills for the moments and looking for the open door to make me something that is completely unlike the cloud that never seems to get to that beautiful gray--
space. backwards. mail. male. i have a thought. one that will not be shattered by the sounds of the fire and bending brain....
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swallow. the sights are something--
sure, i'm eating these puncture pills for the moments and looking for the open door to make me something that is completely unlike the cloud that never seems to get to that beautiful gray--
space. backwards. mail. male. i have a thought. one that will not be shattered by the sounds of the fire and bending brain....
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roxxee:
I know how that goes. I'm a dork and deleted you again. You were on the list twice and deleted one and both went poof. Bleh. I have jet lag from hell but I can't sleep. Le suck. 
roxxee:
I flew hom 2 days ago. Didn't you see the location my profile? 
Flying sucks ass. I want to sleep for like 48 hours but I can't. I just need a nap. But if I take one, I'll be up all night.
Flying sucks ass. I want to sleep for like 48 hours but I can't. I just need a nap. But if I take one, I'll be up all night.welcome to the simple.
why it couldn't all just end w/a smile. why it couldn't all just end w/no tears w/no music w/....well....it could have been fine.
it came in dreams first--ooooooozing like the blister pus i thought i might drown but taking deep breaths to convince myself that it will never happen and everything that i thought could happen under the lites is all...
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why it couldn't all just end w/a smile. why it couldn't all just end w/no tears w/no music w/....well....it could have been fine.
it came in dreams first--ooooooozing like the blister pus i thought i might drown but taking deep breaths to convince myself that it will never happen and everything that i thought could happen under the lites is all...
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pandamonium:
sorry 'bout the "rip" i caught hell for telling you the truth ... apparently i "buckled like a belt"
the other party is not an asshole, so please don't think him one.
the other party is not an asshole, so please don't think him one.
bsided:
oh cool im off 290,later
sun-day morning...
and we were all assembled in the day-room--some playing cards silently, others eating the leftover cookies from last night--and in the corner of the room was the television. and mamma wanted to praise the lord.
the first night i was there, mamma took me aside, put her arm around me, and told me, "i want you to call me mamma, okay?" and when...
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and we were all assembled in the day-room--some playing cards silently, others eating the leftover cookies from last night--and in the corner of the room was the television. and mamma wanted to praise the lord.
the first night i was there, mamma took me aside, put her arm around me, and told me, "i want you to call me mamma, okay?" and when...
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jacinda:
I MISS YOU !!!!!!!!! 
[Edited on Sep 04, 2004 5:17PM]
!!!!!!!!! [Edited on Sep 04, 2004 5:17PM]
charitee:
Still missing you! Going to see Sarah McLachlan in concert tonight so I won't be home but I'll call you tomorrow afternoon.
dying in the middle of a giggle...
just kisses spent, never wasted...like whispers in my ear from furthur away then my heart can take. how the insanity is shifting and the mind is melting for her--
is this all one big collage of memories painted and pasted into one face that is too beautiful when it is stripped of its mask.
somebody capture this feeling....
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just kisses spent, never wasted...like whispers in my ear from furthur away then my heart can take. how the insanity is shifting and the mind is melting for her--
is this all one big collage of memories painted and pasted into one face that is too beautiful when it is stripped of its mask.
somebody capture this feeling....
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pandamonium:
*bows*
jacinda:
i thought about you today
i thought about you today make-believe and the stories know--
so many choices and i dangled all of them from a short string, captivated by the way they bounced and began to cry.
how i feel may have no effect on the outcome, as i shall hand over all decisions to the sun that can also take my lungs if it will let me see her face for the first...
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so many choices and i dangled all of them from a short string, captivated by the way they bounced and began to cry.
how i feel may have no effect on the outcome, as i shall hand over all decisions to the sun that can also take my lungs if it will let me see her face for the first...
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pandamonium:
what the piss???
you just dipped outa chat??
the tears flow freely now
you just dipped outa chat??
the tears flow freely now
jacinda:
hey HOT new pic...love it!!!!!!!!!!
oh, how quickly i recognized...
(scene 01)
...the laughter, high and hidden somewhere behind the trees & it makes me hate lonliness & the sound is now foreign & burns itself into my pale skin settling down nicely w/a million scars from over the years that still shout their presence and can never be forgotten--these jagged, pink lines that could only wish that someday they...
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(scene 01)
...the laughter, high and hidden somewhere behind the trees & it makes me hate lonliness & the sound is now foreign & burns itself into my pale skin settling down nicely w/a million scars from over the years that still shout their presence and can never be forgotten--these jagged, pink lines that could only wish that someday they...
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jacinda:
ok ok ok seriously...me...u..and a bucket of maragaritas....
st_jimmy:
sean how goes it hope all is well
hey found out theres a drink named after JACK....
ask and i might share
hey found out theres a drink named after JACK....
ask and i might share
no last words...only dancing in the sand.
the resemblance is overwhelming to the point where i believe i even have the same taste in my mouth as before--altho the air is cooler than it was on that night in june--and in spite of that i feel the sweat on my forehead that will soon start running like rivers if i don't hurry--
WHAT AM I...
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the resemblance is overwhelming to the point where i believe i even have the same taste in my mouth as before--altho the air is cooler than it was on that night in june--and in spite of that i feel the sweat on my forehead that will soon start running like rivers if i don't hurry--
WHAT AM I...
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shawnette:
I've added u in my aim contacts (u can do the same !), maybe this way we'll manage to talk !
jacinda:
maragaritas in a bucket kick ass!!!!!!!
no clocks move sideways
no patterns to trace--or black hairs to find discarded on your pillow case, days later when the air is empty. all these winters were open for all possibilities and i wasted them all--like years i spent inside myself, inside my head...oh, rooting around for something.
what exactly, do you wonder?
has it a name? a beautiful face?
try hard and squeeze...
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no patterns to trace--or black hairs to find discarded on your pillow case, days later when the air is empty. all these winters were open for all possibilities and i wasted them all--like years i spent inside myself, inside my head...oh, rooting around for something.
what exactly, do you wonder?
has it a name? a beautiful face?
try hard and squeeze...
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roxxee:
You wanna a monkey?
You wanna a monkey?
pandamonium:
i'm having your crown made this week.
[Edited on Sep 23, 2004 10:12PM]