to begin and crying makes sense
a little bit more for the crowd that is watching, and there are no secrets in the backroom--that place where it's okay to weep and scream at the sky as if somehow the walls will take pity on you and begin the healing process...giving you gallons of water to quench the thirst and stroking your hair telling you everything...
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a little bit more for the crowd that is watching, and there are no secrets in the backroom--that place where it's okay to weep and scream at the sky as if somehow the walls will take pity on you and begin the healing process...giving you gallons of water to quench the thirst and stroking your hair telling you everything...
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10:32
i miss you like crazy.
i miss you like crazy.
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pandamonium:
isn't that just fuckin great, though? 
a break from the normal...
it's hard to acknowledge sadness at this moment, and it's all because of one person.
She is the sweetest, most beautiful, unselfish person i know. i wake every morning thinking of her and the undeniable impact she's had on my life. I smile at unusual times...even when her name is said...and i do know a lot of girls with her...
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it's hard to acknowledge sadness at this moment, and it's all because of one person.
She is the sweetest, most beautiful, unselfish person i know. i wake every morning thinking of her and the undeniable impact she's had on my life. I smile at unusual times...even when her name is said...and i do know a lot of girls with her...
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anniesegall:
Yea Astros!! Now it is 2/2, that is good for us we need to get on a roll. The Texans and the Aggies also won, neither team was supposed to win. I hope you had a great weekend.
I grew up in Katy. And now I go to Texas A&M, I am studying nutrition. I want to be a dietitian and council children with juvenile diabetes.
SO... what do you do in the hospital?
Watch the game tomorrow at 7. Have a good week.
I grew up in Katy. And now I go to Texas A&M, I am studying nutrition. I want to be a dietitian and council children with juvenile diabetes.
SO... what do you do in the hospital?
Watch the game tomorrow at 7. Have a good week.
yaya:
*yay* You're happy!!! 
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[Edited on Oct 17, 2004 8:25PM]
when autumn starts again...
i wore the smile on my sleeve for the whole world to overlook and burned twelve cigarettes back to front until the tears had stained the book that rested open on my knees entire laughter at these entries and i'm remembering the times when self-expression was the painting on the walls and not the dragging of my sorrow thru these elementary...
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i wore the smile on my sleeve for the whole world to overlook and burned twelve cigarettes back to front until the tears had stained the book that rested open on my knees entire laughter at these entries and i'm remembering the times when self-expression was the painting on the walls and not the dragging of my sorrow thru these elementary...
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anniesegall:
Oh well, it was only one game right? We were not expected to win, that game or the next. It still sucks. I am such a sore loser, and a horrible winner too. But I really get upset when they don't win.
Oh well, it was only one game right? We were not expected to win, that game or the next. It still sucks. I am such a sore loser, and a horrible winner too. But I really get upset when they don't win.a different kind of season
drop me poems
that splinter &
send shards of sorrow
into the night
envelope the tears
w/o them
i'm deprived of
all fluid
for expression
take notice
of America/grasp
and upon my arrival
there
the neon signs
went wild
somebody screams
a deep depression
is agitated
& the smoke clouds
are passing thru
on their way to texas.
II
during...
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drop me poems
that splinter &
send shards of sorrow
into the night
envelope the tears
w/o them
i'm deprived of
all fluid
for expression
take notice
of America/grasp
and upon my arrival
there
the neon signs
went wild
somebody screams
a deep depression
is agitated
& the smoke clouds
are passing thru
on their way to texas.
II
during...
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theangus:
*solidarity* 
charitee:
I know you love me and you have NO idea how much that means to me.
As far as what I promised you.. I can't even remember how to spell my name right now baby.. what did I promise you? Tell me so I can come through.
Loves you tons!!!!
As far as what I promised you.. I can't even remember how to spell my name right now baby.. what did I promise you? Tell me so I can come through.
Loves you tons!!!!
left me in the mineral water ice-box
there are lunatics
in this mountain
strangers
full of blood &
deep claw marks
on the walls--
there are fevers fed
in high doses
in the mind
watch carefully
as the the black stones
(laugh.)
so will the drugs eat the sadness
away like the cancer gone mad &
screaming as it burns--burns
& if not
drag me...
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there are lunatics
in this mountain
strangers
full of blood &
deep claw marks
on the walls--
there are fevers fed
in high doses
in the mind
watch carefully
as the the black stones
(laugh.)
so will the drugs eat the sadness
away like the cancer gone mad &
screaming as it burns--burns
& if not
drag me...
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yaya:
*sighs* 
a last drink in the blue nite.
six hrs. of the saddest songs
have left shadows in the hollow
& it seems to be turning way too quick
for any light to make me smile.
w/nothing left, no music scores,
and there she stood
in silence
pulling all the flowers from behind her eyes.
& kissing quiet all the flames
she cracked a smile
while...
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six hrs. of the saddest songs
have left shadows in the hollow
& it seems to be turning way too quick
for any light to make me smile.
w/nothing left, no music scores,
and there she stood
in silence
pulling all the flowers from behind her eyes.
& kissing quiet all the flames
she cracked a smile
while...
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megz:
thanks man..I like him too. 
bsided:
good job my friend!
to a lover (that i love to love)
cover my eyes for me, and let loose a string of prose that would shatter the mirrors for miles while keeping me warm beside you & you're beautiful, as you should know, and if not i want to spend forever making you believe it and the stars pale beside you and life's light brightens at the thought...
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cover my eyes for me, and let loose a string of prose that would shatter the mirrors for miles while keeping me warm beside you & you're beautiful, as you should know, and if not i want to spend forever making you believe it and the stars pale beside you and life's light brightens at the thought...
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jade:
awwwwww.... I'm very happy for you.
a better time to cry when you've fainted, blonde
i see the world swimming around myself and the world is a better lover than the last one who made candle wax diaries and shadow puppets against the wall while keeping alive a moan that echoed and will continue to do so for years and years...and that made me weep in some lost cavern of ecstasy...
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i see the world swimming around myself and the world is a better lover than the last one who made candle wax diaries and shadow puppets against the wall while keeping alive a moan that echoed and will continue to do so for years and years...and that made me weep in some lost cavern of ecstasy...
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holden_caulfield:
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holden_caulfield:
I though that you were trying to pick up a chick by writing that in your journal, but I see that you already have Jacinda. Sigh.
so it all seems quiet
spilled--like memories come in waves that drown me and the others as i float and segue into a field of flowers i watch the clouds for any answers they might provide. maybe i'll come to be a great person, a quiet rebel that sits in the back and makes the world stand up and sigh more than once or twice...
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spilled--like memories come in waves that drown me and the others as i float and segue into a field of flowers i watch the clouds for any answers they might provide. maybe i'll come to be a great person, a quiet rebel that sits in the back and makes the world stand up and sigh more than once or twice...
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yuriel:
i want to be beautiful and lighthearted
but id settle for being not brokenhearted and less than ugly heh
but id settle for being not brokenhearted and less than ugly heh
plasticeye:
welcome back
I am so pumped about the Astros. Just one more game. And Boston is coming back, so those teams will not have more time to rest. It is looking good. We should wrap things up tomorrow. Have a good week.
GO ASTROS!!! Gosh, hate to be hooked on this games.