how it all seems fair that the truth should somehow still shine like a scroll passed thru thousands of hands before reaching mine and i'm holding her as she cries and trying to reach inside to grab the sorrow that is holding on
w/o a blessing
i feel cursed
but still able
to love
she dances thru the black-lite hallways dressed forever in those black-lite...
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w/o a blessing
i feel cursed
but still able
to love
she dances thru the black-lite hallways dressed forever in those black-lite...
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kr1ssyk1tty:
ok well i suck!
kr1ssyk1tty:
let me know when i will meet ya there!!!
scrawled in a notebook in a montrose bar...
insanity takes
shape in shadows
flocks of sorrow
looked peaked
in the glow
the haze
of smoke
oh, to the midnite
crawling over the bodies
of the drunks
tomorrow
and i see the purpose of it all
i can't see
what's floating
around me
but i trust
that it is beautiful.
insanity takes
shape in shadows
flocks of sorrow
looked peaked
in the glow
the haze
of smoke
oh, to the midnite
crawling over the bodies
of the drunks
tomorrow
and i see the purpose of it all
i can't see
what's floating
around me
but i trust
that it is beautiful.
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thefreak:
*Thumbs up*
Damn man, you beatnik fuck! Capital talent you have!
(I have no clue what I'm saying, but nice job.)
-TM
Damn man, you beatnik fuck! Capital talent you have!
(I have no clue what I'm saying, but nice job.)
-TM
juno106:
very nice sean
ode to the promise of oblivion
avenues of solitude were really caverns in my mind on that cold day in september when i sat aroused at the possibilities that could occur and would most likely happen all too soon now that the clocks were sitting in the grabage cans and my apartment was unfamiliar, even to myself that went from wall to wall feeling for...
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avenues of solitude were really caverns in my mind on that cold day in september when i sat aroused at the possibilities that could occur and would most likely happen all too soon now that the clocks were sitting in the grabage cans and my apartment was unfamiliar, even to myself that went from wall to wall feeling for...
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fiesty:
o0o talking to a babe huh awesome good luck with that I'll let ya get back to buisness lol. 
fiesty:
aww thanks darlin!!! huggss you're a sweetheart
hi.
i am sean, the one who writes here. i wear the glasses and hand you the words that may or may not make any sense to anyone but me. i am a malnourished obese vegetarian who loves my kitty even when he shits in odd places and sticks his razor-sharp claws into my knees and meows his language that i can sometimes understand. i...
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i am sean, the one who writes here. i wear the glasses and hand you the words that may or may not make any sense to anyone but me. i am a malnourished obese vegetarian who loves my kitty even when he shits in odd places and sticks his razor-sharp claws into my knees and meows his language that i can sometimes understand. i...
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obliviousfocus:
I love you more. hahahahahah
terribleshy:
this is my favorite entry of yours so far. you're supa.
so the meaning is useless and there is no reassurance that anything will ever work let alone do something worthwhile the pages turn so so so quickly and don't worry there are no bullets aimed at tomorrow for another glass of juice spiked w/the euphoria black bus moving swiftly "Holy Jesus, the mountains are moving and I think---------
that there is something in the air...
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sorrowsjoy:
Hey sweetie I finally updated my journal hahaha I'm sure your thrilled---yeah I know I'm a little slow but I also included a new poem as well so hopefully it was worth it lol...Loved what you wrote...I think what I love most about your writing is the flowing imagery that effortlessly embeds itself into the readers mind---awsome stuff man lol--And I do not beat up my little sis despite her protests hehehe ---Hope to see you in chat soon hun...Take care and luv ya sweetie!! 
Lexi
---Hope to see you in chat soon hun...Take care and luv ya sweetie!!
Lexi
ancolie:
i hope you feel good i miss u sigh
scaled the wall and landed in the freedom field the cemetery was silent, and the ghosts were all wise voyeurs as she undressed me and i undressed her too and she sank her teeth into my neck and the grass was wet w/dew and now our sweat while we made love like dancers that evening and she took the long black ribbon from her hair...
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sarahg:
again, i like it.
xoxoxo
xoxoxo
rebeldaisy:
thanks for wishing me a happy birthday!
cute kitty in your pics...and a decent looking guy too.
cute kitty in your pics...and a decent looking guy too.
there's a sadness in the air that reminds me of tomorrow & the darker ones pull at their hair--while i row faster & faster there seems to be a memory i cannot shake not shackled down i felt the breeze & no machine can replicate the sadness like a shadow sitting by herself in the midst of the frenzy we will dance around the fire...
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roxxee:
Poo, tried to see if you were in chat. 
I'll update soon. Need to think a bit...
I'll update soon. Need to think a bit...
yuriel:
yeah
le sigh
<3
le sigh
<3the laughter is apologetic twisted and not surprised to be heard.
i will create these walls around me so that i can curl up in the womb where heartbeats put me to sleep and gentle snores are symphonies.
feed me the death pills before i screech--before midnite when my hair will fall out in thick clumps of horror shame unimaginable
i can't see--blindness is almost...
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i will create these walls around me so that i can curl up in the womb where heartbeats put me to sleep and gentle snores are symphonies.
feed me the death pills before i screech--before midnite when my hair will fall out in thick clumps of horror shame unimaginable
i can't see--blindness is almost...
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charitee:
Hey.. guess what? I love you. Oh, and I'm worried about you again. Oh, and I don't have cancer. 
Love you sweet boy, don't be sad... you're worth so much more than you believe.
Love you sweet boy, don't be sad... you're worth so much more than you believe.
aeryn:
No Yeah no sponge bath for the car- you weren't imagining cool hand luke?-IT RAINING!!! makes me so happy...until tomorrow when I want it to be warm and sunny...sigh
perhaps it's not enough for the sun to simply shine & the love i'll sip comes from a candle crumbling like the portraits of a time when smiles came & stayed like there was hope for even those who wondered, wandered thru the cemetery nites and days in search of answers or a proper grave to hold the tears that i fight back whenever i...
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aeryn:
Your not only cute in your pictures but when you *sigh* over mine.
Well, I finally did it.
I've collected the bulk of my journal entries from this site, and combined them into a nice little read.
I had intended to call it The Suicide Journals...but my mommy wants a copy, and I would feel bad.
It's not a big deal or anything...anyone can do it, and I made the book available for as cheap as I could....
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I've collected the bulk of my journal entries from this site, and combined them into a nice little read.
I had intended to call it The Suicide Journals...but my mommy wants a copy, and I would feel bad.
It's not a big deal or anything...anyone can do it, and I made the book available for as cheap as I could....
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blackbirdy:
that is such an awesome idea! thats really cool that youre doin that!! i want to read it! take care sweetie
anishka:
you are too special!