understand there is a reason for all of this.
no sleep, sweaty sex in teh drunken hrs. after bar hopping back and forth making motions taking shots sore throats and agony held in brown paper bags the far-gone are stumbling around like zombies with a purpose strange folks wake up on your early morning sofa there are gallons of water in your throat and covering...
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no sleep, sweaty sex in teh drunken hrs. after bar hopping back and forth making motions taking shots sore throats and agony held in brown paper bags the far-gone are stumbling around like zombies with a purpose strange folks wake up on your early morning sofa there are gallons of water in your throat and covering...
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kr1ssyk1tty:
Move away???? like to Seattle????? 
Your so smart i want to slap you
Your so smart i want to slap you 
chanel:
I hope you call tonight.
everything can be captured in tears.
cut.
cut.
CUT.
i'm out
once again...everyone go tell x_obscure_x how awesome she is.
cut.
cut.
CUT.
i'm out
once again...everyone go tell x_obscure_x how awesome she is.
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sorrowsjoy:
Hmmm someone told me to tell you your the shit LOL 
--Hope your doing well *hugs* 
--Love you sweetie
--Hope your doing well *hugs* --Love you sweetie
fiesty:
thanks sweetie!! 
Hope you have a wonderful day today!!!
Hope you have a wonderful day today!!! high above the avenues
and we're making sense now
all around the midnite taking pills for our problems
seems silly
when there's nothing on the ground
worth buying
let alone
the escape route is
so much fun
and i'll hang a neck snap
or you can hold me under the water
smiling back at me
as i taste your fingers
and you taste my life...
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and we're making sense now
all around the midnite taking pills for our problems
seems silly
when there's nothing on the ground
worth buying
let alone
the escape route is
so much fun
and i'll hang a neck snap
or you can hold me under the water
smiling back at me
as i taste your fingers
and you taste my life...
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sorrowsjoy:
Veryyyy nice sweetie as usual--I like writing that creates a picture reel in my head--But then again I'm easy Hope your doing well sweetie *hugs*--Love ya and can't wait for the next
Lexi
Hope your doing well sweetie *hugs*--Love ya and can't wait for the next
Lexi
yuriel:
- hell is other people
Jean Sartre.
yup
<3
Jean Sartre.
yup
<3
undo these chapters that define a life
spent wasted
in seperate worlds we'll meet
holding our heads in our hands
like offering
and off w/the eyes of the simple poems.
musical notes are tattoos on our temples.
i'll be free from intrusion where i can sit beside the water, counting waves off my fingers until the silhouettes bleed & digging at a scab that takes...
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spent wasted
in seperate worlds we'll meet
holding our heads in our hands
like offering
and off w/the eyes of the simple poems.
musical notes are tattoos on our temples.
i'll be free from intrusion where i can sit beside the water, counting waves off my fingers until the silhouettes bleed & digging at a scab that takes...
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pandamonium:
that has become my new mission in life
the funniest thing about that? it was the 69th comment on my journal
the funniest thing about that? it was the 69th comment on my journal
x_obscure_x:
TINA YOU FAT LARD - EAT SOME DINNER!
TINA YOU FAT LARD - EAT SOME DINNER!
i'll hold my breath
while you undress me
in the dark
and send shivers to my brain
while the television screams
familiar sounds
from tomorow
and holding you
nude
like a gift
that i shouldn't be worthy to kiss
the sheets begin to curl like waves
when you say my name
w/your teeth clenched
on my neck
and i'm alive in your arms
no clouds,...
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while you undress me
in the dark
and send shivers to my brain
while the television screams
familiar sounds
from tomorow
and holding you
nude
like a gift
that i shouldn't be worthy to kiss
the sheets begin to curl like waves
when you say my name
w/your teeth clenched
on my neck
and i'm alive in your arms
no clouds,...
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ragdoll96923:
I ALREADY HAVE 2 GANGS THERE.
SORRY FOR THE CAPS. I'M TOO LAZY TO FIX IT NOW THAT I'VE GOTTEN THIS FAR.
SORRY FOR THE CAPS. I'M TOO LAZY TO FIX IT NOW THAT I'VE GOTTEN THIS FAR.
x_obscure_x:
Hope you sleep well and have an okay day at work tomorrow -kisses your nose while you sleep- Thank you for making me happy on a shitty day. Which you do a lot. 
let's lite candles
in celebration
of the perfect goodbye
& make snow angels
in August
while memories die
and cremate the entire
rest of this lie
for me...and you...and all of us
these horrible journals
are written in stone
a deliberate refuge
to die all alone
watch these years turn to minutes
and distorting the tone
of a sympathy cry in the morning
we shall...
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in celebration
of the perfect goodbye
& make snow angels
in August
while memories die
and cremate the entire
rest of this lie
for me...and you...and all of us
these horrible journals
are written in stone
a deliberate refuge
to die all alone
watch these years turn to minutes
and distorting the tone
of a sympathy cry in the morning
we shall...
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happycherries:
good but kinda spooky
chanel:
There he goes. One of God's own prototypes. Some kind of high powered mutant never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, and too rare to die.
I like that.
I like that.
there are reasons
for maniacal laughter
and tears that stain your cheeks
in trails--
when they leap from your eyes
to shatter
on the pavement
there i sit in the comfort
of insanity's mansion
drugged and drooling
my woes
to the only friends
that i cannot remember now
in here
time has no meaning
like hrs.
will be spent in depression
reflections of a pain...
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for maniacal laughter
and tears that stain your cheeks
in trails--
when they leap from your eyes
to shatter
on the pavement
there i sit in the comfort
of insanity's mansion
drugged and drooling
my woes
to the only friends
that i cannot remember now
in here
time has no meaning
like hrs.
will be spent in depression
reflections of a pain...
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drewseph:
if i may inquire, how's the vegan thang going? I was stumbling across the veggie board and am in a situation very similar to yours (veggie goin' vegan). Speaking of similar situations, i seem to be erriley like yourself: veggie who smokes and drinks, makes pizzas (i rock the wood fired oven) and i've been known to fling the pen as well in my days....
Jazz jive loose
Let bebop reverberate
Harsh tea glowing
Swill fire burning
Between the lips
of beat adolescents
Spastic tar inhalations
Free tense zombie frames now wired hot.
Make sweet lovey eyes
Split second transmission
without so much as a whisper.
lost acquaintances now relinquished
make madman talk
impulsively improv ed prophecies
assorted minds blended together
under the chaos of a singular ceiling
tick-tock time evaporates
come again under the next beat, blue moon
happy belated
Jazz jive loose
Let bebop reverberate
Harsh tea glowing
Swill fire burning
Between the lips
of beat adolescents
Spastic tar inhalations
Free tense zombie frames now wired hot.
Make sweet lovey eyes
Split second transmission
without so much as a whisper.
lost acquaintances now relinquished
make madman talk
impulsively improv ed prophecies
assorted minds blended together
under the chaos of a singular ceiling
tick-tock time evaporates
come again under the next beat, blue moon
happy belated
this dream
makes life seem less important
the days segue into night
w/out a reason
or a warning
the solitude
is unbearable
and comfortable while
i chew razors
in some obnoxious sideshow
but you have a way
to make me smile
if nothing more
than a silent squeal
that escapes the prison
between your lips
in bloom
the stars are tiny earthquake memories
of nights...
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makes life seem less important
the days segue into night
w/out a reason
or a warning
the solitude
is unbearable
and comfortable while
i chew razors
in some obnoxious sideshow
but you have a way
to make me smile
if nothing more
than a silent squeal
that escapes the prison
between your lips
in bloom
the stars are tiny earthquake memories
of nights...
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obliviousfocus:
why thank you kind sir
i showing off my blue babies
i showing off my blue babies
sorrowsjoy:
YW darling--and please call me Lexi --Love ya hun and take care
Lexi
--Love ya hun and take care
Lexi
wide-eyed and freckled
she dances in photos
that capture the songs
that she sings to the air
and makes notes in her mind
w/the crayola colors
and paints me a picture
with the fire in her hair
scribbling the letters
that make her heart smile
she sees the world upside down
when she lies on her bed
and cries in the moment
when she sees...
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she dances in photos
that capture the songs
that she sings to the air
and makes notes in her mind
w/the crayola colors
and paints me a picture
with the fire in her hair
scribbling the letters
that make her heart smile
she sees the world upside down
when she lies on her bed
and cries in the moment
when she sees...
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happycherries:
Baby that's beautifull.
hippomonki:
[Edited on Apr 11, 2005 2:46PM]
[Edited on Apr 11, 2005 2:46PM]
the sun cannot make it thru these windows stained w/winter.
i see tears on the front door and it will all be a letter that sounds sweet when it's read by a voice that sounds better than mine as i rewrite the poems that you burned when you left me alone in this air that i breathe and perfume scars you sent down my spine...
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i see tears on the front door and it will all be a letter that sounds sweet when it's read by a voice that sounds better than mine as i rewrite the poems that you burned when you left me alone in this air that i breathe and perfume scars you sent down my spine...
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aeryn:
hey there...finally getting around to checkin' on teh peeps. Just thought I stop by and give you
hyppe:
thanks .. means alot..