Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

quasi_sean

houston, tx

Member Since 2003

Followers 112 Following 113

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Thursday May 12, 2005

May 12, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
he hopes you understand. it's 6 o' clock in the morning where he's calling your name out to the sun that still hides behind the downtown buildings.

open his eyes (slow) peel back the smiles and metaphors that are leaving these burns on his arms as he holds a shaky hand over the paper--trying to write the letter--this poem to her who once loved him who looked at him like no one ever had and probably never would again. there was so much to say these times were over and he knew she would cry over the notes that she made in her head these memories rushed over him and he started to cry. no more girlfriends like her. no more wishes.

Doctor--you have no idea. my minds still spins--weaving hallucinations of marriage and happy life by your side when you held my hand and gave me band-aids to cover the scars when you kissed my forehead and sent me off to the asylum...

my tears are staining this love-note. mr. maudlin.

i'll see you in the next cocaine dream.
VIEW 15 of 15 COMMENTS
happycherries:
Amazing! Sean you are so talented! That brought tears to my eyes. I hope that this is an outlet for you as well as a talent. Does it make you feel beter to write about it?? I hope so. kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
May 15, 2005
sorrowsjoy:
Tanks for your comment sweetie--It was one of the few things I wrote at that age--I know where it came from but when I read again after all these years I was surprised at well it sounded LOL because my later stuff wasn't half as good--*hugs*--Love you sweetie kiss

Lexi love
May 15, 2005

More Blogs

  • 01.30.06
    20

    Monday Jan 30, 2006

    As to not incur the disappointment of my buddies testykitty and KayLi…
  • 01.27.06
    8

    Friday Jan 27, 2006

    I'll clean all of your sores w/a brittle tongue that laughs like sand…
  • 01.24.06
    25

    Tuesday Jan 24, 2006

    Why 2006 is going to start kicking ass....after today. 1. I plan …
  • 01.17.06
    15

    Wednesday Jan 18, 2006

    smile. too happy. techno--rock school. where now, is the other shoe…
  • 01.13.06
    9

    Friday Jan 13, 2006

    i am still here. kicking and flailing my arms-- whooooooo. than…
  • 01.02.06
    18

    Tuesday Jan 03, 2006

    everything is-- i'm sorry, guys.
  • 01.01.06
    5

    Sunday Jan 01, 2006

    No more December means I survived. I swam thru another--never pret…
  • 12.28.05
    23

    Wednesday Dec 28, 2005

    allowed to hibernate for the entire winter i emerged in the early spr…
  • 12.26.05
    10

    Monday Dec 26, 2005

    It was lovely, the way her words made me feel. Chain-smoking my w…
  • 12.25.05
    3

    Sunday Dec 25, 2005

    Happy Whatever-fucking-day(s)-you-celebrate! And yes, that "mo…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
8
months
21
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,589 SuicideGirls
  • 1,122,986 followers
  • 14,909,968 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,366,512 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo