quasi_sean

hi.

i am sean, the one who writes here. i wear the glasses and hand you the words that may or may not make any sense to anyone but me. i am a malnourished obese vegetarian who loves my kitty even when he shits in odd places and sticks his razor-sharp claws into my knees and meows his language that i can sometimes understand. i am covered in tattoos and scars that define me way better than any half-assed psychiatric assesment could ever. i love to drink and close my eyes mid-euphoria to imagine this as a feeling that never ends. i develop crushes on girls i could never be with due to my extreme paranoia and lack of self-esteem that i buried long ago in my backyard and watched my dogs try to dig it up. i want happiness. i'm scared of happiness. i have a penis. i watch the moon at night wondering when it will crack much like my favorite sentences in favorite books on my green bookshelf. sometimes i cannot masturbate because i feel gross. i fall asleep. i have insomnia to the point where my eyes begin to ache like hot stones. i like sad music. i like parties. i like nachos. i dance sometimes. the earth is green. i want to be a wonderful writer. i make pizzas. i have bottles of empathy stored under my bed. i want to have lots of friends. i have a book. i think it might be good. i like open-minded people. i like liberals, and once had sex with a republican in disguise. i am scared of the President and his power. i want some food. i want a hug. i want to be bitten. i love you guys.