quasi_sean

so it's been two months spent wishing death upon myself near starving w/no money and i've moved no job and i lie here freezing wishing there were ways i could apologize to people but cannot because it's become increasingly difficult to expect anyone to forgive me for things & i've managed to hold on to a few friends who have meant so much to me during my absence--

i can't explain myself. it's all a matter of self-doubt and stupidity on my part that makes it hard to speak sometimes but oh i just don't know anymore.

maybe people will understand. maybe not.

i have a kitty now. his name is peanut butter jelly time.

i'm sorry.