a better time to cry when you've fainted, blonde
i see the world swimming around myself and the world is a better lover than the last one who made candle wax diaries and shadow puppets against the wall while keeping alive a moan that echoed and will continue to do so for years and years...and that made me weep in some lost cavern of ecstasy that knows that sex and sadness reach out and grab each other on occasion.
oh, but there is a happy ending to this all and it involves her, making me smile w/whispers & i am curled up in a bucket of innocence and bashful sometimes even tho i am scarred and wishful.
trying to swallow myself to death made no sense after all, and floating in and out of dreams w/her on my mind--thinking maybe she was real or not, but knowing deep down that yes, it would be okay, and now i'm okay w/that.
i see the world swimming around myself and the world is a better lover than the last one who made candle wax diaries and shadow puppets against the wall while keeping alive a moan that echoed and will continue to do so for years and years...and that made me weep in some lost cavern of ecstasy that knows that sex and sadness reach out and grab each other on occasion.
oh, but there is a happy ending to this all and it involves her, making me smile w/whispers & i am curled up in a bucket of innocence and bashful sometimes even tho i am scarred and wishful.
trying to swallow myself to death made no sense after all, and floating in and out of dreams w/her on my mind--thinking maybe she was real or not, but knowing deep down that yes, it would be okay, and now i'm okay w/that.
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holden_caulfield:
I though that you were trying to pick up a chick by writing that in your journal, but I see that you already have Jacinda. Sigh. 