3:42 a.m.
exposed in this darkness like lying awake in utero choking on the stomach fluids & there are a million eyes all around having thier way w/me while i hear a faint DRIP DRIP--possibly from the brain wishing there were more & there is that beautiful explosion that burns it for a million years to come & think you feel fine but everything is...
no.
the curse is mating w/the absence of the willpower i once possessed call it some virus that keeps coming back no matter how many times i try.
and there is my light, like i wish was closer, brighter--and it's like the sun where i can feel--
no thoughts w/o planning.
no thoughts that don't melt from the heat.
exposed in this darkness like lying awake in utero choking on the stomach fluids & there are a million eyes all around having thier way w/me while i hear a faint DRIP DRIP--possibly from the brain wishing there were more & there is that beautiful explosion that burns it for a million years to come & think you feel fine but everything is...
no.
the curse is mating w/the absence of the willpower i once possessed call it some virus that keeps coming back no matter how many times i try.
and there is my light, like i wish was closer, brighter--and it's like the sun where i can feel--
no thoughts w/o planning.
no thoughts that don't melt from the heat.
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[Edited on Sep 23, 2004 10:12PM]