on rainy sunday & you mean everything to me.
maybe just maybe--
i'm sitting in the darkest room that i'll ever find w/nothing to calm the tears that rain in my mind in search of an answer even the smallest hint i cry might make these sundays seem like seconds & i might crawl out of bed...this time.
no more sad faces staring back at me from the mirror and no more lonely hrs. in the shade of this pain & no more seasons spent singing to the rain--oh, just doing what anyone in my heart would do to stop crawling incessantly in search of a clue just how to stop the silence & screaming while thinking of you & why you're not here and all these photos not today but maybe last year & now i'm quiet cause crying does nothing let me hold back these tears while songs all stop playing their ode to those better times.
maybe just maybe--
i'm sitting in the darkest room that i'll ever find w/nothing to calm the tears that rain in my mind in search of an answer even the smallest hint i cry might make these sundays seem like seconds & i might crawl out of bed...this time.
no more sad faces staring back at me from the mirror and no more lonely hrs. in the shade of this pain & no more seasons spent singing to the rain--oh, just doing what anyone in my heart would do to stop crawling incessantly in search of a clue just how to stop the silence & screaming while thinking of you & why you're not here and all these photos not today but maybe last year & now i'm quiet cause crying does nothing let me hold back these tears while songs all stop playing their ode to those better times.
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pandamonium:
as soon as you concede to your higher ability, it will . . .well, not cease, but slow . . . . 
charitee:
Someday I'll get to see you smile.