august & the cold december
place your roses next to me and walk away slowly, remember me however you want to whether it be the time you captured on film the beginings of a smile or the time I drunkenly rolled off the bed reading Kerouac and nearly shattering my glasses but not my pride on the edge of my desk that must have weighed 400 pounds--there's a couple of memories for you...or you can keep the dark ones...huddled in the sad, dripping corner, the shadows laughing knives pointed at my eyes and my forearms bleeding--still maybe I'm smiling a bit but only alone--only smiling cause it's such a tease of course you don't understand this, the rain pours down outside, the rain clouds gather to suffocate the last of love I swear that every last little thing is crawling on me, even the prozac, lithium, depakote, ambien lovely shit up my nose buried in my skin and I sink....forever....when you find me...
and please just hurry away...
place your roses next to me and walk away slowly, remember me however you want to whether it be the time you captured on film the beginings of a smile or the time I drunkenly rolled off the bed reading Kerouac and nearly shattering my glasses but not my pride on the edge of my desk that must have weighed 400 pounds--there's a couple of memories for you...or you can keep the dark ones...huddled in the sad, dripping corner, the shadows laughing knives pointed at my eyes and my forearms bleeding--still maybe I'm smiling a bit but only alone--only smiling cause it's such a tease of course you don't understand this, the rain pours down outside, the rain clouds gather to suffocate the last of love I swear that every last little thing is crawling on me, even the prozac, lithium, depakote, ambien lovely shit up my nose buried in my skin and I sink....forever....when you find me...
and please just hurry away...
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