Monday Dec 29, 2003

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What could have been better than dreaming about her, and seeing her in my arms?

I don't really know what else to say right now, except that for the first time in a long time...I feel content with myself. It feels so good. How long will it last? I have no idea, but I wish I could bottle it and save it forever... smile
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jade:
biggrin Hey cutie! I'm sorry I had to leave so soon yesterday. The series I saw was awesome though!!! I can't believe I had never taken the time to see it. I'll tell you all about it later. And I'm glad you're content...
lunna:
love Oh Sean, thank you for the pictures you have sent to me. I love the one of which you are embarassed by. I put you in my new journal cause you're just so damn cute.
kiss

Saturday Dec 27, 2003

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Saw Big Fish tonight....and next to LOTR....I have to say it was the most beautiful film I have seen all year...YAY for Burton, and his ability to make me mushy.

I have to go see it at least three or four more times before it leaves the theatres....

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tronvillain:
Cool. I have no idea when I am going to see that myself, but I will see it the first chance I get.
lunna:
That is so cool. I wish I could have seen it with you. Take care sweetie.
kiss

Saturday Dec 27, 2003

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Going to see Big Fish tonight....

Yay! biggrin
faelynia:
you lucky lucky lucky little bastard! wink j/k

i am dying to see that!!!!!

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lunna:
whatever aww. Just thought I would put you on my special cutie list instead. kiss kiss

Friday Dec 26, 2003

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Evening folks.

So I stayed up till nearly 4 o' clockers this a.m. drunk talking to a very special person, and toward the end the beer ran out and stupidly I switched to a white wine, which may not have been the best decision, but hopefully the last true dumb one I will make in this truely bizarre year of '03. Only ignorant due to...
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kayla_:
Can i PLEASE have your shirt!?

my god, i'd be so cool with that shirt
kayla_:
awww not for free? lame-o tongue

Monday Dec 22, 2003

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Love the euphoria picnics sailing mind is lavender cannot control the numbness and the tickle as my head rolls around on my neck and I'm waiting for it to fall off and roll down the hallway....watch the bowling ball make a spectacle of itself and pay it no attention when it begins to scream for more milk from the underside of the party guests.

I'm...
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jade:
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Merry Christmas!!!
lunna:
Happy Holidays Sweetie. kiss
Thank you for your message this morning/earlier whatever time it is and was..hehe. love

Sunday Dec 21, 2003

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ugh...

I have the hangover that never ends...

I love parties where I look sexy in skirts.

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jade:
Hehe, that I must see! You in a skirt? love lol!! Just kidding. Glad you had fun at your party.
tronvillain:
Sounds like a good party. *chuckle*

Wednesday Dec 17, 2003

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dream of me

I feel horribe. I don't know why.
My heart hurts, and I feel this impending sense of doom. I'm worried about everything. I want it all and nothing anymore. How do people do this?
Open cabinet above bathroom sink w/my reflection disappearing and now I am a complete stranger capable of making sweet strange decisions. Nobody knows me anymore, and that's just...
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jade:
The movie is beutiful... OMG, I'm still in awe. *sigh*
lunna:
Where have you been Sean?
Hi sweetie. Just seeing how it's going and giving you a kiss

Monday Dec 15, 2003

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so I remember it well

one
minute
alive
and
she
was
beside
the
one
who
looked
better
the
seasons
that
cried
the
darkest
of
dances
and
kisses
I
missed
were
not
meant
for
me
but
for
the
better
I
wish.

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jade:
Sorry I missed you tonight. Work was sooo long. I was looking forward to chatting with you. Your poem gives an aura of disappointment... Have you been let down by something? I hope not, you deserve much better than that.

Hopefully I get to talk to you tomorrow! biggrin
lunna:
You haven't been around much. How's it going?
Hugs & kiss

Sunday Dec 14, 2003

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oh my gawsh

Inside
dark
places
are
traces
of
blood
and
whisper
softly
to
nothing

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Take
me
to
stand
there
stood
the
breath
that
wanted
me
inside
her.

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jade:
Argh! Party was weird... I'm drunk. And I got to work tomorrow from 8 am to 9 pm... Argh!!! I HATE EVERYTHING!!! mad
lunna:
You wrote this hung over? wow. I like the end part. Got the addy. Woo Hoo!
kiss

Sunday Dec 14, 2003

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desperate in circles...

The laughter is clinging to me and I'm so happy I have no where to go at this moment where I can simply stand here, maybe spin around a few times, maybe fall to the floor and w/o thinking twice jump up and bolt out the door making it halfway down the winter street before my feet freeze and I'm stuck to...
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tronvillain:
Mortal Kombat for the Genesis? Man, I played so much of that. *chuckle*

Thursday Dec 11, 2003

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probably the last migration

"I guess I should be leaving," she said abruptly.
JESUS! I'm fucking up right before my own eyes. Decisions, oh fucking decisions! Make one quick, asshole! Keep her here or let her go. Where are your balls, you ignorant shit?
They've shriveled and I really couldn't tell you. I think I have the turtle syndrome-when scared, the turtle's head will slip...
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jade:
Thank you for being a good friend! Yay for Sean! hehe..

ps.: it is NOT cool to embarass me... tongue
lunna:
BWT_ I need your addy to send you a card. You can send it through SG contact if you like.
kiss kiss

Wednesday Dec 10, 2003

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my nothing is regrettable water...

In my place I am constantly chain-smoking these cancer-sticks & sucking down well water on the basis of anonymity--oh so well, no pageants, no unicorns, no bounty hunters S.O.S. calls in the middle of my morning naps no random phone calls from the invisible telling me to buy an original fucking bone & shove it anywhere, just anywhere in my...
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jade:
Bizarre is awesome! And uhm...I'm confused...What do you mean, you "cannot say anything?" About what? surreal
lunna:
I met a boy in college who called them cancer sticks and wore a scarf. Needless to say it sent a swarm of boys buying scarfs and saying "can I bum a cancer stick?" weird. Fantasy is nice to write about. Your style to write about it in a way that it is not really there is brilliant. Are you saying you're lazy with the bone section? The second section is just wonderful all together. Aren't we all pieces of a puzzle? Once again,you know I love and adore your writing. Oh yeah and take care and muah!

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