quartz

Le sigh, It's November, and in the US, Election Day! Oh the excitement! I actually am a bit, because this is my first presidential election. This is a year of firsts for me. First apartment, first legal drinks, all of it. Crazyness, I hate growing up. Being 18 was so much easier.

I'm also not sure if I'm going to keep my account.... I've had it for 3 years, and despite some of my dislikes with the site, I'd miss SG. But, the money isn't there, I need it for bills and paying off the small debts I have. I don't like debt, I hate it, I don't want it at all. It needs to get paid off and soon. But I digress, I think it's time. Until I know what my future career will entail, I don't think I can safely be a Suicide Girl... as much as I want to. And that was a big reason I was keeping the account. It's sad, I feel like I'm choking my inner bohemian, and I'm going to miss that fun. Growing up and responsibilities are teh suckz0rs. 18 was way better than 21. Most of me just wants to go to work where I can be who I am, and just do what I want outside of work. The education route doesn't allow for that. But, I love to teach. Torn in two. Oh the sadness and agony.

Will anyone on SG miss me terribly? Maybe I'll be able to scrape up some money for another year..... I'm not sure I'm willing to give up all my bohemian ways just yet.......