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Just so everyone who cares knows, I shall be 20 in roughly 3 weeks. Hooray!!

Ok, self loathing session = over, time for a new blog! I think...... maybe.... I haven't decided yet.

Alright, so in the world of, me, I'm broke. Massively so, and it saddens me. I can't renew my ADF membership, I'm running out of gas money, and it's one big "AGGRRRRRHHHHH" I dislike this broke feeling. I need to get paid for my colorguard stuff. Because...
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So, someone will think I'm crazy, someone always does. But I really don't get it when people say I'm stunning/gorgeous/beautiful/whatever. Seriously, I don't get it. I get that my user pic is pretty damn good. But that is partially a function of a makeup artist and a decent photographer. And me being all modely sultry vixen like. I'm not that usually. Theres a good chance...
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First day of class...... if I can handle Acct, and Business Law, then the rest will be a cakewalk, according tro some sources. So, wish me luck, I'm off to start a new major!

Update on life: My earlobes are @ 10s now, its a slow and steady process gauging them, but I'm getting there! I'm officially back in Towson...... still unpacking, but it's hard when you're in band rehersal for 12 hours...,.. I shoudl be sleeping now, but I"m not. Cause I can't get off my laptop! anyway, I love you all, peace, and go to bed!

I'm excited, I get to move back to towson tomorrow Another school year, but this time it's different. I'm not going to be a nursing major, I'm going into buisness.... odd, I know, but there is a reason for it! I'm going to have a 4 year buisness degree as a fall back, my overall plan is to go to culinary school, and open my...
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I debate things way too much. Fuck it all and no regrets. New story of my life.

And in that spirit, this wasn't a half bad week. So I got stoned and stranded in VA...... go me! I still had fun, hung out with Bullets and Octane, and made a friend or 5. Life is cool like that. And I did have fun. Yeah, freaking...
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Somehow, I think theres something wrong with me.... speaking from the point of view from society. My role models are Nixon, Reagan, Manko........ women who said screw you, I'm going to do what I want..... and I'm so sick of being a disappointment that I'm afraid to chase what I really want. Because I'm not sure I know @ 19. Why is it that we...
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I have a snow day! No classes! No stats class! YAY! This makes me happy, I slept in, and it was lovely. YAY! All the ice makes it wonderfully dangerous and slick and undriveable. Which unfortunatly means no babysitting and no cash, but oh well, tis all good! Except I need the cash for my next piercing endeavor, and shoes.... but it's almost March, I...
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The best inspiration hits you at odd times, and then you loose it when you have the chance to harness the muse. Case in point, I had some great entry mapped out in my head during Stats class (yes AshleyToxic, everything happens in Stats class ho bag) but it was gone as soon as I left. So bugger to that. You get a totally...
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Does anyone get the feeling that no one really reads the posts on here in their entirety? There really shouldn't be that many stupid responses..... We're supposed to be smart, be smart dammit!

So my friends, it's the last day of 2006, and it has been an interesting year.... Still dating the same guy, still the same person, yadda yadda. Maybe a little bit more chubby, but then again, it's the holiday's, it doesn't count. And I have a brand new yoga mat, so yay! I'll get to play with that. I'm in way more debt than last...
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