Improvement, instead of 7:30 with a fitful 4 hours of sleep, I'm going to bed @ 4:45. I'm impressed. Now, if I can get the rest of myself in order, I might be OK. Might being the key word. But I don't know anymore. My theory is that the uncertainty is going to be my undoing.
But I WILL go to ALL of my classes...
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But I WILL go to ALL of my classes...
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I'm starting to think that there's something wrong with me..... like not just a little off kilter, but really and truly wrong. Like I'm depressed. I can't sleep, school has nothing interesting to offer, and I get the feeling that if I lost my friends, I'd be truly fucked. This is ridiculous, and I hate it. I hate this funk, and I hate this path...
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shelterfromcold:
They go all the way to Clarksburg? That's stupid, it's on the other side of 270. They need to fix the boundary lines because that's just ridiculous.
I used to have insomnia because of depression too, definitely not fun. Do you have that weird feeling of complacency?
I used to have insomnia because of depression too, definitely not fun. Do you have that weird feeling of complacency?
NEW PIERCING!!!
I got my industrial on my left ear done last (Tuesday) night. It makes me super happy. Currently, it's still a little sore, but getting it done, not very painful at all. Done by Alan @ Read Street Tattoo in Baltimore, he is fabulous! Did it very quickly. Pierced with a 12 ga needle, 14 ga bar, to allow the jewelry some wiggle...
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I got my industrial on my left ear done last (Tuesday) night. It makes me super happy. Currently, it's still a little sore, but getting it done, not very painful at all. Done by Alan @ Read Street Tattoo in Baltimore, he is fabulous! Did it very quickly. Pierced with a 12 ga needle, 14 ga bar, to allow the jewelry some wiggle...
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misha:
Haha. I went and got my nipples pierced last weekend and my teeth were literally chattering I was so hyped up. Luckily I've got a piercer that can talk me down too. Yay new piercings! Someday I shall get the courage to do my industrial (I dread not being able to sleep on my right ear normally though).
shelterfromcold:
HAHA actually yes, it is Lakeforest. And apparently over here the ice started melting because all I saw outside were big puddles everywhere. So did you go to Northwest or Seneca Valley High School? I was just wondering because you have Boyds listed as your hometown.
Two awesome things in my life: SFX Blue Velvet hair (indigo), and 2 ga lobes.
Not so awesome, how I don't know if I'll pass chemistry. Fuck.
EDIT: One more thing....
Fuck the Patriots! GO GIANTS!! They deserved to win!
Not so awesome, how I don't know if I'll pass chemistry. Fuck.
EDIT: One more thing....
Fuck the Patriots! GO GIANTS!! They deserved to win!
So, I went to the SGDC night, @ the Green Turtle, and OMG it was a blast! I got to hang out with xkonstantinex, who I haven't seen since last June, and it made me smile. Audiostrobelight was awesome too, really glad they came up here. I've been wanting to see them since this video.
You must watch it, you will die laughing. So...
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toxic:
Thanks so much hun! How have you been I haven't heard from you in a while!
toxic:
I'm glad you has a good time at DC night and I hope everything goes well with school try to relax inbetween busyness!
Merry Christmas all, if you're of that type. Happy Yule/Solstice is thats more your thing. Whatever, I hope you enjoyed it. I enjoyed myself, got a bunch of stuff I can't afford from other people. It was nice. And now people won't be so crazy at stores and such..... well that may not be entirely true, now you get returns. But for the most part,...
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2shadowland:
Merry christmas to U
xkonstantinex:
so i think we're gonna head up there on monday afternoon cause my friend has to work in the morning sooo we won't need a place to crash.
i can't wait to see you!
i can't wait to see you!
My holiday list, please feel free to get me something.
Removal of my inhibitions
Some will power
A job where I can dye my hair blue/purple and get my lip re-pierced, at least for a little while
My hair to grow out faster
Or conversely, a fabulous haircut
The need to clean
More shoes
Stopping the construction outside my place (Write angry letters to Towson...
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Removal of my inhibitions
Some will power
A job where I can dye my hair blue/purple and get my lip re-pierced, at least for a little while
My hair to grow out faster
Or conversely, a fabulous haircut
The need to clean
More shoes
Stopping the construction outside my place (Write angry letters to Towson...
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xkonstantinex:
okay... how short of a hair cut would you like and how long is it now.... i will find you a fantastic haircut
xkonstantinex:
that shouldn't be too hard to find something... what is the shortest you would want it... like to your shoulders?
I am officially a brother of Kappa Kappa Psi! I have letters and everything! It makes me super happy. Even if it has made me ridiculously busy. Such is life I suppose. In other news, finals start tomorrow, and I should be studying. But I'm not. I changed my major AGAIN, like a dummy, and now I'm SCED-CHEM, secondary education chemistry major. I'm going to...
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xkonstantinex:
SGDC is doing an event about an hour away from you in germantown, md at the beginning of january... im going... you should too!
xkonstantinex:
go to Ryker's page she has the poster for the event up in her blog.
Happy Thanksgiving! Well, in a few days, but yeah! I've been really busy, so not so much online time, but all is good. I probably won't get a break till after the semester, but such is life, I'll deal. In the mean time, I have pancakes to make, I'll see you later! 
New post!
So this week is pretty lazy, and I'm excited for it! No more TU band rehearsal, I don't have to drive today, it feels SOOOO good! I'm just going to make some mushroom barley soup in my brand new slow cooker, and chill. Maybe clean the room, cause goddess knows it needs it, but we'll see how things go today. We are going...
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So this week is pretty lazy, and I'm excited for it! No more TU band rehearsal, I don't have to drive today, it feels SOOOO good! I'm just going to make some mushroom barley soup in my brand new slow cooker, and chill. Maybe clean the room, cause goddess knows it needs it, but we'll see how things go today. We are going...
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PS, it is now officially my birthday! YAY! I'm no longer an angst ridden teenager 
But yes today pwns. The End!
But yes today pwns. The End!
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leandra:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUTIE!!! I hope you're having a great day.... 
And i'm glad you think I rock the short hair!! haha xxx
And i'm glad you think I rock the short hair!! haha xxx
toxic:
Happy Birthday hun!
A few things I should say
One, today rocks, I got a bid for KKPsi! YAY!
Two, go see Across the Universe. Possibly twice. Once sober, and once on psychedelics, if you're into that sorta thing
Three, my birthday is in 10 days, YAY!
Can this get any better? No, not really, there isn't much that could ruin right now. Except loosing all my money.
One, today rocks, I got a bid for KKPsi! YAY!
Two, go see Across the Universe. Possibly twice. Once sober, and once on psychedelics, if you're into that sorta thing
Three, my birthday is in 10 days, YAY!
Can this get any better? No, not really, there isn't much that could ruin right now. Except loosing all my money.
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deadsweetheart:
please dont tell me your on pschedelics 
that would make me really really sad
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that would make me really really sad
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mckenneth:
It's your birthday? Shiny!
Good job going to bed earlier. I went to bed at 3 something and I woke up 20 mins ago at 5:20 and I have work at 6 and I haven't left yet. Procrastination at its finest haha.