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New post so I didn't have to look at the last one every time.

Living round friends houses.

Hating parents.

Hating the fact I sound like the most typical teenager ever right now.
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I love you too.

I've tried to search for Danii online just to tell her to look after you. I could not be more helplessly craving to make sure you at least made it home safely.

Look what I caused.
agata:
Just, please try and make sense of things.

If deep down you're ok with never seeing or holding me again then I guess theres not alot I can do. But if you do still love me and do want to see me just say. Dont try and make me hate you or punish yourself.

I love you.
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Found this poem I wrote a while ago. It's about dependancy and was inspired by the idea of relationships and the memory of when I sat in on a counseling session. Fuck that. Fuck......................................................That! It's called "Consume".

Everybody comes to you and gets down on you to
Everybody crawls to you, pulls you to the ground...
And everyone loves you so, loves the one they...
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fairyjochen:
There's still truth, always truth..
You just can't see it in your lightness.
azzura:
Your poem really resonates with me right now, funny how one stumbles across things that are relevant to their emotional turmoil. surreal
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Megalophobia: The irrational fear of objects or things, significantly larger than one's self.

I've been diagnosing myself online (OH have faith in 'tinternet!) and I don't think I'm agoraphobic anymore. ALTHOUGH, good ol' wiki told me this:

Agoraphobia is not being afraid of public places nor is it being afraid of no escape from public places; it is the fear of having an anxiety attack...
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agata:
aw, you took the pic of us down frown
agata:
yeah, just on the main pic. it was nice thats all. even if i do look really supprised and confused in it though blush
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Been practically living with friends I didn't think I would be spending my last months at home with. It's freakin' awesome though. We're damn close now and I pray it never ends.

On a negative note, I can't shake away pain of being far away from the one I love. It's just absurd. What hurts even more is the fact he is also hurting. I'm...
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puff:
no need to be sorry we all know how it feels .. it will get better!

*offers u an iced gem
agata:
heeeeeeeeey frown


shhhhh ur mouth!


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puff:
ah so you're caught up in the whole slowly going through the motions of education too. I never even wanted to go to sixth form but still ended up at uni doing a degree ... and hated it but ah well it's over now .. breath wink

I was calling continental airlines to book a ticket for my niece to come over from Cleveland, very helpful they were too.

Pretty fearsome tongue pulling face that but the bit lip face makesup for it i guess. Your fella doesn't look convinced though smile
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Hello, you've got through to "Beth".

She is currently not here at the moment on account of being "away with the fairys" and believing that she is still in Corley, living in Jay's room. Please humour the poor girl and respond in Brummie accent at all times.

If you wish to help a Beth, please send 2, or whatever you can afford. Failing this, Jage...
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puff:
k now i'm wondering what the question was?

oh yeah, shit .. bare with me my brain hasn't awoken from the weekend

well done on the A levels by the way .... unless u needed a's then unlucky ... but b's are good!
mark_plus_beer:
well done with the A Levels (aslong as your results did not actually make you sad then i'm sorry) biggrin

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Drunk from work.

Bitchin'.

I get my results tomorrow. I am being truely honest - I do not care if I fail. There's plenty more important things in life and, in the end, especially in the field of work I'm looking at, it's who you know, not what you know. So fuck it.

I get to see Jay in about 40 hours.

I get to...
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jagg:
Good luck!
agata:
oi lady, u should only have eyes for me!!

grrrrrrr
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GOOD NEWS:

I told mother of the trip I shall be taking on Friday. I will be going to stay with Jay for two nights. He'll get frustrated with me, I assure you.

OH MY FUCK! I've gotta calm down now. I'm all freakin' bouncy! It's been WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY too long!

We received a 100% report from our "Mystery Guest" at work, so I got a...
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agata:
*doing the happy dance*



(pictures to follow... biggrin )