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Before I started the gym (Sep)


When I first saw major results


This was taken just now


I've put on weight. A lot of it.

EDIT: Just realised that, even though months have passed, check that the room has the same level of messiness (coat/bag/dressing gown on bed, plates on amp in front of guitar). I clearly rule.

Q. How do I get rid of it?

A. Low intensity cardio. Attendance of gym everyday. Not comfort eating as I have been.

I originally blogged an insanely long and negative post about me hating myself because of this weight. I do. I feel like shit. It affects everything I do. So now, positive:

Solutions:

Drink water.
Eat less.
Snack only on fruit.
No more chocolate. That's right. I've done it before, I can do it again.

The reason i'm writing this blog is because I've been working hard at my gym and at uni. Neither is paying off. I wanted to write a positive blog that I, myself, have to follow.

Now, I'm going to go text Hal. He is stunning and deserves a hot chick. He makes me happy and I'm, officially, the luckiest girl in the world.



Right, ok, must stay positive, even when the gym seems to be not working!

Other life news, am currently slap bang in the middle of tons of academic work when I REALLY want to be focussing on something that actually fucking matters to my life e.g. music. However, the productivity does make me feel good. It won't stop untill Friday. When Friday comes, I am homeward bound. Incidentally:

SIN CITY, CAMDEN
FRIDAY
BE THERE!!!

I've never actually been clubbing before. Mart and I are going to lose our cherries together. Plus, dancing like a freak = great excerise!

I've been consistently making more art for my deviantArt page. Do check it out, I'll be most grateful. My most recent deviation:



In relation, any budding photographers in or around London or Bath looking for a model, I am most interested. Just give me a message about what you're requiring or if you want to see some sample shots of me.

Whoa, big blog. Cheers for sticking with it. MWAH!