Just wanted to say that he will not die within 8 years. He won't.
Uni prep is being far more positive now. It's all getting sorted. I'm definatly moving to Bath on Sunday to start my Drama Studies and Media Communications course at Bath Spa Uni.
PLEASE comment or message me if you live in the area, attend the uni or anything. I'd really love to hear from you. Even if it's jsut to reassure myself that pervs exist in the West Country. <3
Found this old poem that I must've written last year some time. About sacrificing yourself. Nice.
It's For You.
Nobody's been here before
And this shouldn't exist.
I have created it for you...
Just incase i'm missed.
It's because they can't feel
My body beating for you
Or the wieght of my heart -
But you have the power to.
And if they should
Steal me away from you,
Open up where I rest
And take me home.
And if they should
Steal me away from you,
Open up where I rest
And take me home.
Take me home.
They choose not to understand
The passion's in your eyes.
Feel the heat of me
Before any more of me dies.
And if they should
Steal me away from you,
Open up where I rest
And take me home.
And if they should
Steal me away from you,
Open up where I rest
And take me home.
Take me home.
My body will let you.
My soul will stand aside.
This gift I give you
Will last your lifetime
It's what my love tells me to,
Though my head says no...
Please don't follow me too -
It's for you that my warmth goes.
It's only my mind.
Only me is left behind.
And if they should
Steal me away from you,
Open up where I rest
And take me home.
And if they should
Steal me away from you,
Open up where I rest
And take me home.
Take me home.
It's only my mind.
Only me is left behind.
EDIT: I deserved that. You see, this is what happens when I fuck around with shit. Although, it's great being told what a shit person I am when I'm telling myself that every single fucking day. I KNOW I'm fucked. I KNOW I'm a piece of shit on your shoe. You're FUCKING lucky you don't have to fucking live with me any more. You don't have to put up with this shit. You are free. Go live long and happy and beautifully.
Uni prep is being far more positive now. It's all getting sorted. I'm definatly moving to Bath on Sunday to start my Drama Studies and Media Communications course at Bath Spa Uni.
PLEASE comment or message me if you live in the area, attend the uni or anything. I'd really love to hear from you. Even if it's jsut to reassure myself that pervs exist in the West Country. <3
Found this old poem that I must've written last year some time. About sacrificing yourself. Nice.
It's For You.
Nobody's been here before
And this shouldn't exist.
I have created it for you...
Just incase i'm missed.
It's because they can't feel
My body beating for you
Or the wieght of my heart -
But you have the power to.
And if they should
Steal me away from you,
Open up where I rest
And take me home.
And if they should
Steal me away from you,
Open up where I rest
And take me home.
Take me home.
They choose not to understand
The passion's in your eyes.
Feel the heat of me
Before any more of me dies.
And if they should
Steal me away from you,
Open up where I rest
And take me home.
And if they should
Steal me away from you,
Open up where I rest
And take me home.
Take me home.
My body will let you.
My soul will stand aside.
This gift I give you
Will last your lifetime
It's what my love tells me to,
Though my head says no...
Please don't follow me too -
It's for you that my warmth goes.
It's only my mind.
Only me is left behind.
And if they should
Steal me away from you,
Open up where I rest
And take me home.
And if they should
Steal me away from you,
Open up where I rest
And take me home.
Take me home.
It's only my mind.
Only me is left behind.
EDIT: I deserved that. You see, this is what happens when I fuck around with shit. Although, it's great being told what a shit person I am when I'm telling myself that every single fucking day. I KNOW I'm fucked. I KNOW I'm a piece of shit on your shoe. You're FUCKING lucky you don't have to fucking live with me any more. You don't have to put up with this shit. You are free. Go live long and happy and beautifully.
that poem is very good thanks for sharing it...
Moles on a Friday night is good for live bands and various days in the Porter for acoustic bands and acts. The Porter Butt also does some live and DJ'd stuff.
Hobgoblin, The Bell, The Porter Butt, The Saracens Head, The Porter and The Rat and Parrot are all decent pubs. Avoid Wetherspoons, the Litten Tree, the Cork and Bottle and most other sports bars as the music is crap and they are always rammed full.
The best gay bar is Mandalyns closely followed by The Bath Tap.
There is nothing fun to do in Bath. We have one brand new multiplex cinema and we have one little cinema which shows more foreign and independent films. That's about it... We have a lot of fields?