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I feel sick.

I'm lonely and I've been lonely for 7 months and I have become numb by it.

My body is actually rejecting the lonliness. It hurts.

I feel so fucking sick.
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jagg:
As someone who was single and unbelievably lonely for a soul-destroying 3 and a half years, watching all my mates pair off and be all sickening and coupley, I totally know how you feel.
It gets better though smile

And if it doesn't, just come up to Sheffield wink biggrin
deathmagnetic:
You have to keep your chin up, and try not to get too pissed off...it will happen soon and you'll be blown away smile And as for your message - guilty as charged! Pretty obvious huh?! I need to get a new hobby! smile kiss
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I think it's really sweet that people have actually added me a friend. It doesn't seem like the myspace must-add-everyone-coz-then-I'll-be-cool thing either. These people are genuinely lovely people! It's really weird! What the fuck did I do?!

So, long and short of it, cheers.

On other news, last night, I don't think I've ever gotten as drunk as I was and didn't throw up. Obviously,...
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jagg:
Yeah, at least MySpace 'Tom' hasn't found his way over here yet biggrin
inception:
Myspace is overrated.

My SAP gloves were probably around $60. I don't know how many euros that would be. The orignal price was in euros. They came from the UK. I had to wait for a long time to get them here, in the US.

...oh and I do plan on using them. Yes, I do.
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Is anyone else scared about how fast Suicide Girls is growing?

Yeah, it's positive and, I'm a hypocrite because I've only just joined, but I've been a fan of this site for many many years and it seems to have really boomed.

It's becoming less alternative. Does this make is "uncool"? Does it make it less brilliant?

I think it'll always be one of the...
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captainhazzard:
I think you've got plenty to offer, your pics are fair gorgeous love! blush
raziel666:
Jen is my fav in the movie. wink
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Exam came and went and I am proud of myself, actually! Went in knowing nothing, but the questions were SOOOO GOOD, so, hopefully I aced it. I'm pretty sure people wishing me good luck made things this way. Noice. Cheers guys.

Tomorrow I shall be getting drunk for the first time in a LONG while. Anyone else go to Rat and Parrot on Rock Night...
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jackinblack:
jackboots a whip and emulates with a big cossack hat
essential vodka bottle in pocket
agata:
Haha, yeah but only when I need to be. Hence this pic... lol


Congrats on you exam though hun, sure you did well biggrin
How much do I wanna go to that party!! biggrin
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Love hates me and I hate it. I will have nothing to do with it.

I'm growing up right in front of my own eyes. Damn supression like the educational system, parents and money that stop me from the living my body is making me want. I can physically feel myself wanting to live. It's exciting. It shall be lived.

On a lighter note, I...
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fracturedguy:
I think you could kick an ass with those.
Good luck / exam.
theo:
Good luck with yoor exam chick.... kiss
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Today came and went. Nothing really. It was productive, I suppose. Learnt all my Othello lines. I love the quote "the bruised heart is peirced through the ear"... it should be tattooed on someone somewhere.

That reminds me; where do you think I should get "EDITED BY LIFE" tattooed on me. I was thinking up my thigh, but I already want other things going up...
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agata:
oooooh, lower back or inside forearm.

biggrin ello hun! im bored and tired and I WANT HUGS! *stamps feet*

whatever
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Brother is home.
Brother shares my room.
Brother will be here till I leave for uni (September).
Brother is loved now.
Brother will drive me insane.
Brother is under my feet.
Brother is too big for room.
Brother will burn next week.

xxx
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quartie:
Oh no no, course not. I shall be publically displaying it. Want a ticket? All it costs is a hug and a smile. Let teh burnage commence!
agata:
'makes you weak' hun?

in a bad way?

blush
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Tonight, I pulled 4 pints at the same time whilst checking how much the rounds costed. I am fucking hardcore. Bar maid of the year.

Work tomorrow too. 8 hours shift. Yuck.

If anyone - ANYONE - is free tomorrow night (Friday) and lives in an ok distance of Eltham (London, UK), please come to Eltham High Street and into the Rising Sun pub, opposite...
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annalee:
skull smile
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Update on life:

My parents hate me (called me stupid and told me I don't love them)
I am stressed to fuck about my exams (not helped by my over-dramatic parents)
I need to not be going to work so I can concerntrate on my exams and parents, but work is hectic at the moment seeing as a bunch of people are leaving and on...
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Here, a blog, to get the other entry to go away. EW!

Isn't it funny how something that causes you such pleasure can cause those you love such pain?

Read my body,
Know my life.
Feel all of me
Edited by life.