me + evil ducks = next multi-million dollar best selling movie extravaganza ... hmm not so sure ... would i get to play myself? ... that's play myself not with myself incase there's any confusion!
well showing you the new tattoo now would just be a rather large let down as i don't get it til next thurs but i'll be sure to post pics ... unless it's crap then i'll hide away until it's forgotten about
Uni = life of organisation, beautiful scenery, living with girly girls and getting to choose what I really want to spend my money on. I can tell this will change with time. I am in no way a girly girl. My flatmates have learnt that I like my music loud and nasty and my body naked.
I hate not being in contreol of my social status, so I am becoming that freak who won't make friends. I don't mind being that. I hate the convention of "Hello..... what are you taking? Be my friend" shit.
That's fair enough, but at the same time 'you gotta do what you gotta do' I've just been travelling in Canada for a month, and pretty much the only conversation starter you will ever hear is "So where are you from?" - but it works. Gets people talking, and that's the only way you're going to make friends. Or just find someone else who looks like they're your kind of person and strike up a completely different conversation. They might appreciate the change!
His name was Oscar. Was about 14 years old, so I've grown up with him Poor little guy was like a proper member of the family and everything.
Just wanted to say that he will not die within 8 years. He won't.
Uni prep is being far more positive now. It's all getting sorted. I'm definatly moving to Bath on Sunday to start my Drama Studies and Media Communications course at Bath Spa Uni.
PLEASE comment or message me if you live in the area, attend the uni or anything. I'd really love... Read More
Seven (at the Playground) and Discord (at PoNaNa's). Alternative nights in Bath. Pervs, freaks and mentalists gather there for their weekly intake of alcoholic products.
Moles on a Friday night is good for live bands and various days in the Porter for acoustic bands and acts. The Porter Butt also does some live and DJ'd stuff.
Hobgoblin, The Bell, The Porter Butt, The Saracens Head, The Porter and The Rat and Parrot are all decent pubs. Avoid Wetherspoons, the Litten Tree, the Cork and Bottle and most other sports bars as the music is crap and they are always rammed full.
The best gay bar is Mandalyns closely followed by The Bath Tap.
There is nothing fun to do in Bath. We have one brand new multiplex cinema and we have one little cinema which shows more foreign and independent films. That's about it... We have a lot of fields?
Made sure I was on top of a lot of uni stuff, but the fact I don't want to go to a Fresher's Party means that I'm a terrible person and throwing my life away.... apparently.
I know I won't have to endure my parents hatred much longer as I am very much moving over the other side of the... Read More
I've tried to search for Danii online just to tell her to look after you. I could not be more helplessly craving to make sure you at least made it home safely.
If deep down you're ok with never seeing or holding me again then I guess theres not alot I can do. But if you do still love me and do want to see me just say. Dont try and make me hate you or punish yourself.
Found this poem I wrote a while ago. It's about dependancy and was inspired by the idea of relationships and the memory of when I sat in on a counseling session. Fuck that. Fuck......................................................That! It's called "Consume".
Everybody comes to you and gets down on you to
Everybody crawls to you, pulls you to the ground...
And everyone loves you so, loves the one they... Read More
Megalophobia: The irrational fear of objects or things, significantly larger than one's self.
I've been diagnosing myself online (OH have faith in 'tinternet!) and I don't think I'm agoraphobic anymore. ALTHOUGH, good ol' wiki told me this:
Agoraphobia is not being afraid of public places nor is it being afraid of no escape from public places; it is the fear of having an anxiety attack... Read More
Poor little guy was like a proper member of the family and everything.
I'll just call you Derrick .. no particular reason why.
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