qoolmod

alright, it's the fall time. let's see since i've been back in the east coast, i've had maybe 5-6 jobs. fuck i just quit another job. i don't seem to like working. i wish i could just sell my body on the streets to help pay the bills. i guess that will never happen. But since i've been back i've had a lot of thinking to do about my drug addiction. yes i had a drug addiction. shocking isn't it. i even think i've lost a couple of my close friends due to this, which wasn't really my attention. But i guess you need to lose ppl in order to find clarity in yourself. Hopefully it doesn't affect my social life anymore, but i think it's for the better because i was falling into the wrong crowd, which isn't what i wanted in the first place, just to try something new, and experience life. but it's apparent that some ppl are closed minded. but it's alrite. i find myself to be stronger when i'm alone anyways. man i babble and babble and babble and babble, i guess that's what these blog things are for. so it's 3 AM and i'm taking a break from writing. currently writing something really personal that i don't like to share with most people, only with my closet friends that have currently either shut me out of their lives or have lifes of their own. speaking of which that is part of my problem. blah. go here it's fun. null
take it ez.