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I've heard the most chocking news of the year today and I cant believe it is true.Im gonna be an aunt in November. My brother and his girlfriend are going to have a baby. When I heard this from my sister my first reaction was that I started to cry, when my mun phoned me and talked about this and everything that's been going on I started to cry. When I could not do anything after hearing these news I decided to go for a walk to the country side where it smells like horses. I walked past a house that they were building while ago. Now there was a young father with a baby. I looked at them and thought about my brother with a baby and started to cry. I dont know what's wrong with me. But there's surely one person who felt the same today and she means world to me.

Of course I am happy for them if this is what they want but it just feels so strange and so unexpected. This is something I didnt expect to happen in next few years. She is so young still. And I cant think my brother with a baby. Or I guess I can when I get used to this idea. And Im sure that after all I will get excited about this...one day.

But me as a aunt..well I guess that me and my sis will make good aunts (except the fact that we are never in Finland) Poor baby, will only have two aunts like us. But I heard it's good to have an example what not to do and it's also always nice to have some crazy relatives.

Im just thinking what's happening next...are they going to get married..I would not wonder. But I guess it's all good as long as my brother is happy.

Im gonna write him a card tonite to say I've heard the news(someone was right last Xmas when he told me I should keep in contact with my brother more often). And in the card I'm gonna tell him that I hope he's not gonna tell his child that children grow faster if they eat crayons as he told me when we were little.