Last three or four days have been somewhat crazy, gosh, I think this entry will include quite lot of complaining,sorry!!but yeah, things havent been making sense lately.

1. The sad news of Saturday morning: my grandpa had passed away on friday nite I dont thinkI have fully understood it yet. He had been in the hospital for over a year already and I've seen him in such a weak condition&cried at the hospital every time that I just feel this probably is the best for him. I just feel very sorry for my grandma and my mum. Losing someone after over 60years of marriage, no matter how prepared you were, must be a shock I will probably only understand the loss at the funeral.RIP.

2. Friday eve,saturday and sunday eve I was working, something like 10 hours a day and with very annoying people.Saturday must have been the longest day of the year, was just checking the time every five minutes at least..that certainly doesnt make the day pass quickly+I accidently went to work too hours too early, probably just so confused after hearing the news from my mum. on the other hand sunday was my last shift,yay,no more work before Xmas!!!And nice salary is on my way

3. I've also managed to lock myself out this weekend(of course just when my flatmate is away),almost got hit by a car and lost my lip ring. Luckily I can laugh to my own stupidness


that's all the shit that's been going on lately, besides that everything is going well and im still smiling after the weekend in 30days I will be on my way to South Africa, my sister now will come to Finland bit earlier than planned, Yeoman will be here soon, tomorrow is a bank holiday and I just saw the latest harry potter movie. I guess everything will turn out to be ok.

And I love my new sunglasses, 1 month and I can really wear them