if I can't get more people to leave me comments , I just feel like having this account is a waist of time. I ytalk to be in the chat room, i buy pretty outfits for the girls, and even help out poeple when they come up short to the extent I can . I love the people that do comment but, I really like...
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Kiss me death, so I can sleep, without fear or horrible dream, or disappointed in other people's decision. I rest eternally what a beautiful concept. Darkness, no more sun to burn my skin. I just want someone to sleep against my back once more before I close my eyes, before no one here. Casper maybe, I will visit you in spirit when the time come,...
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beau:
dont be sad ... 
qfreak69:
Acceptence is the first step to any solution.
I am tired. Can someone hug up to my back and let me sleep, please.
thefreak:
Umm, I'll let the ladies get back to you on that one. No offense. 
-TM
-TM
kay:
How you doin sweetie? Still hanging in there?
~cheers
~cheers
Making the tables even for Garage Bands in Yuma, AZ
Ramada 26, Kennedy Memorial Park, Yuma, AZ is rent by Stoned Cold Killer Productions for local and out of town bands to show each other what music is all about. But if bands don't contact me to get on the schedule, then the local bands have to do it all and they need our out...
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Ramada 26, Kennedy Memorial Park, Yuma, AZ is rent by Stoned Cold Killer Productions for local and out of town bands to show each other what music is all about. But if bands don't contact me to get on the schedule, then the local bands have to do it all and they need our out...
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thefreak:
Best of luck w/that!
-TM
-TM
With a 45 lying in front of me, I ponder what all my suffering in all about. Two switchblades alway lay open on the desk in front of me aload 410 stands behind the door, a 20 guage beside the door knob, Peppy, is hanging over the door. My life in full of the torments of thirty-five years of having life take my music away...
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thefreak:
All I can say is that we have our own moments when we have to fight within ourselves to right what is wrong and to keep on living life. Hang in there, man.
-TM
-TM
kay:
I'm with the others. Hang in there, and it sounds like they need to change what you are taking. I understand about the depression though, and the overwhelming desire to just call it done. I believe that we as individuals should have the right to choose to go if we so desire, however, we had to understand the ramifications fully for those we leave behind to deal with our loss, our estate, things that were "ours" in life. Everyday is like ice skating up hill when you are depressed. I wish I could say it gets better, but our issues are different for being depressed.....all I can say is know that someone is rooting for you to survive, and hoping that the decision to do so takes you on a better road than you are walking down now.
You might want to connect up with the member known as.....I think he goes by happyeyes. He is in my friends list if you want to look him up. He is a good soul, has been in the music industry, and his depression has been very deep. I had heard things were looking up for him, so he has not been in touch as much as he had been. Give him a shout though, he would probably be happy to talk, and lend perspective on things I cannot.
Take care!
Kay
You might want to connect up with the member known as.....I think he goes by happyeyes. He is in my friends list if you want to look him up. He is a good soul, has been in the music industry, and his depression has been very deep. I had heard things were looking up for him, so he has not been in touch as much as he had been. Give him a shout though, he would probably be happy to talk, and lend perspective on things I cannot.
Take care!
Kay
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thefreak:
What's it like? Sweet? Dry?
-TM
-TM
vittore:
Good Meilin Wong image 
I have a few by her that I absolutely adore.
I have a few by her that I absolutely adore.
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kaikai:
That is completely adorable. Where have you been for so long. I miss you.
beau:
Oh! Nothing ever came yet ^^"
thefreak:
My weekend was decent. Here's hoping this weekend is better.
-TM
-TM
sunshine:
Merry Christmas!!
xoxo
Sunshine
Merry Christmas!!
xoxo
Sunshine
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Oh, did we have FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Hope you did, too.
Oh, did we have FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Hope you did, too.
Saturday, 28 July, I recorded a Band called Apollo's Groove. They are a local band, four hours in a mobile studio, Sunday afternoon I edited and did voices over on the five songs they pick, Monday the 30th of July, I got on an airplane to Boston for an Infrared Training Course. The Room was filled with engineers, scientists, and PhDs. I always am the...
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thefreak:
Thirty-three years of degreed level work, in everything from lasers to sub-miniature electronics designed work. I have been a product Engineering Technician, an instrument mechanic, a senior plant Electronic Technician, and electronics Technician, and a Staff Sergeant.
That's quite a degree.
As for the other stuff:
-TM
annalee:
Hello, how are you? I'm sure you'll know that it's the peak of a meteor shower tonight so I'll be out in my garden watching from 11pm. Have you seen much where you are? I don't know if you're behind or ahead of the UK. Hope you're doing better today, it sounds like you're having an awfully hard time with all of this stuff going through your head, I'm sorry. It's good to get it all out sometimes then it might at least leave your mind alone for a bit. Take care.
You're good people, sir.
-TM