I guess I should start with an apology. Sorry I've been neglecting you, my loves.

It isn't so much that I have a life, as I have been very stressed about money and just plain busy. Busy doesn't = having a life, because having a life would be going out and having FUN, which I do not.

By the time I have any free time, I'm too apathetic to be on here. I prefer lounging and watching Netflix and letting my brain turn to mush.

As of right now, I am in debt. In addition to that, my car got broken into and my back window is shattered and missing. Insurance does not cover this. I have been applying for jobs all over and no one even calls me for interviews. My beauty school won't call me back, so I can't get the ball rolling on furthuring my education. I'm just so freaking stressed and broke and blah.



In less depressing news, my roommate/bff HugZombie is being super wonderful and supportive. I have a lot of people in my life that (though I do not like to impose upon them and do not do it often) I can turn to when I get overwhelmed. My mom's friends, my uncle, my brother, my HZ... they're beyond wonderful.

I've also set an appointment to go get some pre-operative blood work and psychological evaluations done for my surgery.


And that, dear children, is my pathetic existence at the moment. Never doubt that I LOVE YOU. I will try harder to be more involved on the site in the near future.

xoxo
Q

Also, here is a picture of me and r3plica from a couple weeks ago when I saw him in CA.