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Friday Apr 18, 2008

Apr 18, 2008
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My father keeps sending me e-mails that really aren't helping him get on my good side. He sent me the Dr. Phil Life Laws whatever , and just this morning he sent me a link to a website that is supposed to prove to me that I will never be able to get a job in Ohio that will pay me as much as he used to give me from my trust. He really isn't making it easy for me to like him. And it sucks so bad, because I feel like I HAVE to have a relationship with him. I mean, my mom is dead, and I just know she wouldn't want me to give up on my dad. But he is such a pompous jerk. It's so frustrating, I just want to cry, but I know that will only mean he's winning. He gets some sick pleasure out of always being right. /sigh

Life is unpleasant and difficult. I can't figure out what I should do. Nothing seems to pan out the way I hope for it to. My prospects all run into brick walls and dead ends. I wish I could just find a niche or some little corner of the world where I feel like I belong.


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jaded_dreams:
My dad is pretty much the same way.
When I told him what I wanted to do with school he told me I would never make it in life. That I would always have to rely on him or my mom or some man to take care of me.
Our relationship has never been the same since.


Good luck with your dad.
Apr 18, 2008
burntsolace:
Well I know how rough it can be writing of family members. I don't recommended it. but at the same time don't let someone else dictate your life. Its your life to live as your see fit.
Apr 18, 2008

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