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Sorry to all my (nonexistent) blog readers for not updating you on the goings on in my life. I have went on a whirlwind erotic and emotional roller coaster. One of my crushes came to visit me and we drank a little. I confessed my feelings for her. We had the best sex/fucking/love-making I have ever experienced. Which is saying something. We decided to start dating (apparently it was pretty good for her too.) We enjoyed a night and a day together, and talked the second night. Realizing that she wasn't emotionally in place that would be good for us we broke it off (my shortest relationship ever...) We then made love again, then fucked... The next morning, we talked made love and then took a shower together. I then drove her home (30+ miles away). Thank gawd this hasn't ruined the friendship that we share. Trying to figure out what had just happened I went to my favorite bar. I almost always go to the bar alone but end up meeting some great people that way, including another crush of mine. This other crush happened to be there to night. Being the hottest girl there and knowing I'm not the "prettiest" man there I figured that I would not get in much talk time with her. I got a lot more than I expected. She surprisingly sot me out to make sure I gave her a hug. I bought her a drink (I usually buy at least one drink for any friend) and we talked for a while. I saw another friend that was free (she led the jam night) and excused myself to go say hi really quick explaining that I would be back shortly. I honestly didn't think I had a chance with this girl so I treated her as I would any other friend of mine. Better to be a friend than nothing. I come back and some dude is hitting on her. Not wanting to be a cock block I give her a smile check for any signs that she may be dealing with any unwanted advances (I always look out for my friends) and went out back for a cig. After mingling back there for a while she comes out. We get in to a conversation about expectations of a person buying another person a drink. More people join the conversation as it progresses but eventually they all break off into side conversations. and our conversation keeps going for a while. She goes in to get drinks, and is sidetracked by by a guy that tries to hit on her. Again the guy is shut down but only to the point of friendship. as the bar is closing and we head out I offer a ride home (not like that, just being a friend although I defiantly would have been happy if she invited me in.) She had her car and was sober enough to drive home. Before she walked to her car she wanted to make sure she got my phone number right so she asks as she puts her arm around me. We have our head together looking at her phone and I see that her information is correct, and tell her so although I wasn't quit as verbose about it. then our head disengage and we stand there for a moment, I was looking into her beautiful eyes, I could heel myself getting lost in them. I feel a tension building... a sexual tension thinking I should move in to give her a kiss, but unsure if she felt it too. I didn't kiss her (damn I feel like a looser I should have gone for it, but noooOOOooo I have to be a nice guy,) we just parted ways and now I'm home. On the bright side she did promise to teach me to dance (I've been told I'm actually a good dance , but I just lack confidence.) I am feeling kinda like a slut right now though because I did, just jump from an amazing weekend with one girl and now here I am thinking of another.

Tattoo update:
I'm going in Tuesday to check the re worked art. I know exactly what I want it to look like but I have no artistic talent to put it on paper. I think I made it pretty clear what I wanted so hopfuly this will be the last time I have an art consult and I'll be able to get the ink done.