Pilonidal Cyst

I think that's what I have on my tailbone. It's really gross, and it really creeps me out and I was joking before about going to the doctor to get it fixed and how it creeps me out, but it seriously scares me.

I don't want to go to the doctor. I don't want to have surgery, I'm scared, and I cried and this is causing me way too much anxiety...

I wish doctors didn't scare me so badly.