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I don't even know what to do with myself sometimes.

For the first time in months, I actually voluntarily missed an SGSeattle event. I'm usually at all of them that doesn't require you being 21+. Last night however, I just wasn't in the mood.

I don't know what it was exactly, I think I just wanted to spend an evening alone for once. I was in a strange mood. I was tired, but really... I just think that I wanted to be alone.

I talked on the phone with StickyNuts for nearly two hours before he had to go to work, and then I just fell asleep. I stayed in bed until about 11 a.m. and now here I am.

I have been putting off cleaning my room for weeks, and today I am definitely going to do it. I am forcing myself to. It's disgusting. I also have to do laundry so that I have clothes to wear for my trip on Tuesday.

I still feel down.

I really don't know what's wrong with me sometimes. I just don't want to deal with people sometimes. It hits me like a brick, like I'm bipolar.

Forgive me if sometimes I act like a bitch, I don't mean it.

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