pyrogray

So I went to a family christmas dinner tonight, my fathers side. I do not care for that side of my family but my sister begged me to go with her, and I can not say no to her. She said she enjoyed seeing all of them. It has been six years still we last seen them. I could not really care less though. As soon as I got there I started to feel the starting side-effects of a panic attack. When I feel trapped around people and can not see a way to get away to myself I have a panic attack. My sister decided that we should leave after about an hour and still did not eat yet. She took the kids out and put them in the car, while I was charged with telling my uncle that we were leaving. She was in should a hurry that she left both kids jackets at my uncle's house. Hopefully she learned not to expect much from that side of the family. It was not that they were not nice but their way is that they are nice in a "I am better than you " kind of way.

On the up side I made my first yule log yesterday. It turned out good but I underestimated the amount of frosting one of those cakes require. But live and learn.

Blessed Yule