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I have been having some pretty vivid dreams lately, which I am not used to, and last night was no different. Ok, so last night I had a very disturbing dream, and I have no idea what it means. I was suppose to meet Maddy for lunch in the mall that we work at (take into account that the mall is not laid out correctly in my dream) anyhow, for some reason I went to the Toy store to meet her, and when she wasn't there I found a couch in the middle of the mall to lay down and rest. It seemed as if I was there for a while when I started to notice people kind of rushing in every which way, and looking a bit frantic. Well the rushing around turned to panic, and I could hear muffled gunshots in the distance. I got up and started to run in the opposite direction, at which point I could hear a helicopter, and a news broadcast, "5 shooters have been shot and killed by police, there are still a lot still in the mall". I found a store to duck into and try to find a rear exit when I heard the overhead intercom call Maddy to the food court. I tried to call and warn her, but she didn't answer. (see you should always answer your cell) I saw the gunmen pass the store I was in, and I decided to make a break for the back exit to the loading dock. All of the stores in my dream had separate glass enclosures where I could see the gunmen in the loading dock next to me where they had passed. I froze hoping they wouldn't see me and move on. I turned to exit the loading dock and there were three gun men. One raised his gun at me, and jabbed the bayonet into my throat. Everything went black, I thought to myself If you die in your dream, do you really die in real life? I woke up in the house where I use to live with my mom. I guess if you die in a dream with in a dream it doesnt count? The dream had felt so real I was scared out of my mind. My mom assured me everything was fine, and took me to the mall to show me everything was ok. well when we got there we walked in, and everything was not fine. My mom took off running and got in her car and started to drive off. I chased after yelling at her to stop, in which she responded with laughter and said "I don't love you, I never did" I ran for the woods, and started trying to wake up screaming mother over and over in my sleep trying to get her to come and wake me up, thinking I was sleeping at her place. Weather I was actually screaming out mother in my sleep, or in my dream Ill never know. I finally woke up to a room I didn't recognize, my mom never came to wake me up. I realized I was still in the dream at which time I forced myself to wake up, for real this time, knowing that once things got out of hand I would be to frantic to try. I stayed up and watched comedy central for while before I went back to sleep, so I wouldn't slip back into the same dream.