pykus

I'm feeling pretty blah today. I had a good time so far this weekend. Xerthok and Nicomaniac came down from New York and hung out with me and Karl. ADH and Krodoc were supposed to come, but that didn't work out.

I think that my recent state of mind is the result of the fact that I'm not yet where I want to be in my life. I am very anxious to learn whether or not I'll be getting the full-time position I've been waiting for. I'll be extatic if I get it and pretty pissed if I don't.

There is always so much turmoil in life. I just want some peace. I just want to not have to worry about money most of all.