purrrgatori

i am so tired...
i've only been getting like 4 hours of sleep a night
last night i did horribly at fnm. like the worst i've played in about a year.
then some of our mtg friends came over to do a trade at about 1 am so they could be stocked with some good cards for the regionals today.
i had to work this a.m.
i'm exhausted but can't seem to unwind enough to take a nap before i go out tonight...
mainly because i am worked up about spinning fire in front of a large crowd of strangers.
i love doing it but at the same time it terrifies me.
i guess that's a good thing, though.
i keep my respect for fire and therefore have less of a chance of burning the shit out of myself.
oh... and i really hate the word "pending"
alright, still
enought whining.....
i'm going to try to take a nap