Oh my, work the next 2 days. Oh well, at least it isn't school. I don't miss high school one bit. In fact, the thought of going back to that school makes me want to vomit. Theres just things and *ahem* people, that are there whom I'd like to avoid at all costs. My ex, namely. It's fucking brutal. I dumped him over 2 months ago, because I didn't have the same feelings anymore, yet I'M still not over it. I don't understand it at all. Jeez, I can't even imagine what it would be like to be completely in love with someone, and then be the one dumped. Judging by how I'm dealing with THIS, I think that something like that would make me want to die. I just can't stop thinking about him. I know I don't want to get back together with him, I don't miss HIM, I just miss the relationship itself. Every little thing reminds me of something. I'll see a movie in the video club that we might have rented, and then it'll remind me of him, and then I'll just get upset. Or i'll hear the name of his new girlfriend, and get upset. That relationship fucked me over. But I know that getting out of this town would totally fix it. I need to move to St.John's more than I've ever needed anything ever. SAVE ME MEAGHAN!
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apleasuretoburn:
MOVE HERE DO IT DO IT DO IT. Best thing you could ever do for your life. P.S. don't worry about that loser, you can do so, so much better. There's lots of boys here hehe. Also, I am still scouting that boy for you, he is indeed really cute, I promise.