ok so i spill my feeling out to my best friend and he tells me it isnt like he anticipated and it was too early. 
well, he always thought things would happen years from now, who do people think i am, someone who can put their life on hold (regarding a relationship)for that long, i have been there done that with the one i am with, not gonna do it for another man. see, i am telling ya a girl really sounds good about now 
.haha, i know. so now the man i am with(we call him bob)thinks he is second pick, but i have told him he isnt that if i had to choose one or the other him.so i dont see this friend thing going any farther, that is ok, i dont even feel bad about it 
. this whole thing has been weird though. 
on a better note, i think anyways,it is my two days off!!!!!!!!!weehee or is it woohoo, ohyeah!!!!! i slept in til noon and it felt good.
i saw the strangest saddest thing last night at work. i look over and see this bug(i am assuming a mosquito hawk) and it was flying and then just drops dead midair and falls. never seenthat happen before, so cool ,yet sad, i saw a living creature die in front of me,
So with that said, peoples what is the strangest thing you have seen?
well, he always thought things would happen years from now, who do people think i am, someone who can put their life on hold (regarding a relationship)for that long, i have been there done that with the one i am with, not gonna do it for another man. see, i am telling ya a girl really sounds good about now .haha, i know. so now the man i am with(we call him bob)thinks he is second pick, but i have told him he isnt that if i had to choose one or the other him.so i dont see this friend thing going any farther, that is ok, i dont even feel bad about it . this whole thing has been weird though.
on a better note, i think anyways,it is my two days off!!!!!!!!!weehee or is it woohoo, ohyeah!!!!! i slept in til noon and it felt good.
i saw the strangest saddest thing last night at work. i look over and see this bug(i am assuming a mosquito hawk) and it was flying and then just drops dead midair and falls. never seenthat happen before, so cool ,yet sad, i saw a living creature die in front of me,
So with that said, peoples what is the strangest thing you have seen?
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bluefreak:
it does make sence but i dont know how to stop nothing ever changes for me. i have tried to just make the best of things and try to relax but i cant not while im here. i dont know i think i just need to get away from this fucking hellhole...and yes i am evil and insane i have the dotors note to prove it *L*
bluefreak:
skateboarding? nah im more of a bmx chick. i cant skateboard to save my life *L*. or paintball that will calm me down especialy when its girls versus guys and the guys are only wearing thongs *EG* thats some fun shit.