ok my soul is dying here, i am torn, without a single stressless thought, confusion all i know, screaming runs through my thoughts, caos the word of the hour, but caos inside...inside deep, my heart a soppy wet and torn mop head...what do i do? give up what i have longed for for almost 5 years, oh go with the arisen feelings that have filled...
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youblowdeadbear:
I'm sort of in the same boat but not involving another person. I like the other person, I just question the relationship basically. As someone else said, just be honest with everyone and let your feelings be known.
radiobastet:
Oh, dear... Much love and hugs to you, sweetheart. This is a rotten situation for anyone to be going through. I can't help but think, though, that you're still SO young, with so much more life to live. You shouldn't cut yourself off from exploring new worlds, new relationships, as long as they're healthy. You and your fiance need to talk seriously about this and not let things degenerate into bad feelings and acrimony (if at all possible!). You're at the age where everything is intense, everything hurts. Take a moment to sit quietly and ground yourself, and ask the universe to keep you safe and guide you. Just remain quiet for a while, kind of "zone out", and see what comes up for you. As strong as your feelings are for your fiance, you need to do what's best for you and your daughter. If you don't explore these feelings for Jeff, though (and it doesn't have to be in a sexual way), and keep them repressed, they will build up and explode in a most unpleasant manner for all concerned. You're at a crossroads - keep grounded, ask the universe for guidance, and listen carefully to whatever message you may receive. Please feel free to write to me anytime. And take good care of yourself and your little one... 
ok, so tonights big topic on IMing has been anal sex, yes i have had it, a few times with one person(the one i am with, isnt he the lucky one, lol 
) my friend says i should describe my first experience, so here it goes:
it was i think a day in july last year
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youblowdeadbear:
Awesome! Can't try that myself though. Girlfriend wouldn't spring for it and the times I've tried before it just didn't happen (Not bragging but I just don't fit.). Sounds like you get a kick out of it though. 
phedre:
Yeah, I need a better anal story, lol.
Guess who sweetie?
Oh yeah, you should definitely dye your hair. It's lots of fun
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Guess who sweetie?
Oh yeah, you should definitely dye your hair. It's lots of fun
[Edited on Jun 23, 2003]
i have happy pills in my system, hehe, haha. ahh fuck it, even happy pills wont work right now. i am in a gloomy mood,i suppose just because i am tired. 
i am so tired, but i am sorry, i do not go to bed before 11pm at night, too much to do
, eek
does anyone have a set idea for me to take...
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prnkstrss:
happy pills wheeeee!!!!
I like nibbles on my ear lobe...nibbling on my nipple rings...and so much more
I like nibbles on my ear lobe...nibbling on my nipple rings...and so much more
hellkitten:
hehe funny you should mention skateboarding... i had a skateboard for exactly 1 hour when i was 19. i was doing fine, but once i fell on my ass, that was it. i should've kept at it, though, wouldn't mind moseying around on one today.
ok i am a fucking clutz ppl, i fell down the stairs last night and all bruised up, damn i can be a dumbass sometimes, 
on the upside i got some sex but it didnt last long 
, i felt bad for keeping bob up so i let him go to bed....but i was on top for a bit so that was fun!!!!! 
at this...
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on the upside i got some sex but it didnt last long
, i felt bad for keeping bob up so i let him go to bed....but i was on top for a bit so that was fun!!!!! at this... Read More
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goth_cowboy:
i still fall down stairs. of course i've had wee bit of firewater to drink, and can't see straight much less walk. i'm just lucky i'm too dumb to get hurt, i guess.
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imbleeding:
i'd make-out with you...but i dont live in cali.
Is there any girl out there who wants me? I am a girl who just wants a simple girlfriend, but for some reason i dont think that exists in this world, or at least mine.
still sick and today sucked big time , worked as usual, daughter has a bump the size of quarter on forehead. and my days off will most likely be spent...
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still sick and today sucked big time , worked as usual, daughter has a bump the size of quarter on forehead. and my days off will most likely be spent... Read More
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greggster:
Hey there...i just wanted to say welcome to SGSAC I am approving you as I type this ...in the group you will find where all the cool kids hang out to get drunk and naughty...but mostly just drunk!
Cheers to you and good luck on your quest to find a nice girl.
Oh by they was your Bday is one day before mine but many years later
Cheers to you and good luck on your quest to find a nice girl.
Oh by they was your Bday is one day before mine but many years later
rumpusparable:
hiya! many thanks for stopping by
yeah, i gotta admit, gwen stefani is pretty hot!
yeah, i gotta admit, gwen stefani is pretty hot!
fucked up day, hella crazy at work and i got a bloody nose and passed out in fron of people, i looked liked such the fucking wuss, i swear i still feel like shit, i called the doctor and he was like so? fuck them they always treat me like that. i am getting new doc. ahh, but shit that takes time and shit, errrrrrrr...
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avalyn:
I know what you mean about the meds not making you want sex -- I was on Paxil for a while and had nooo sex drive whatsoever. If it didn't have so many negative side effects I'd probably still be on it.
sakita:
you shouldnt be embarrassed people pass out all the time. its nothing you can help..
doctors are wankers.
i finally just got a good one, and i really like him
and when i was really sick he called to see how i was feeling. and he even spoke english with me..and that was nice cuz when im sick i cant think swedish..let alone speak it.
anyway heres hoping you get a good dr that cares and listens and doesnt flip ya a load of crap cuz youre worried and he/she isnt.
doctors are wankers.
i finally just got a good one, and i really like him
and when i was really sick he called to see how i was feeling. and he even spoke english with me..and that was nice cuz when im sick i cant think swedish..let alone speak it.
anyway heres hoping you get a good dr that cares and listens and doesnt flip ya a load of crap cuz youre worried and he/she isnt.
my brain is so fried, i woke up at 7am, i dont wake up til like 11 and dont go to bed till 3-4am, so i am tired as hell. reason being i had to go to work on my own time to figure out how to open the 1 hr machine since i will be the 1 hr photo person for the week. i...
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apologees:
green couches are great
bluefreak:
my fathers days sucked ass...my dad doesnt want anything to do with me so i say fuck him. and i have tried to do things with him he just doesnt care so this year i didnt call him or anything i just sat in a room full of punk lesbians and got wasted and high *L*. what i night that was and i got a tattoo that night too and they poured booze on it and DAMN that hurt but i LIKE pain.
I love watching bob take showers, ohh, he just turns me on( i have to say this as always, but where's the girl, lol). i love to watch people take showers, it is just so sexy and then they are clean, i like clean people.
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cobalt:
Yes, I know what you mean about being obsessed - I spend entirely too much time on this site when I should be off drawing comics or writing poetry or writing songs...
gigglefuckbunny:
abit obsessed myself. . . also have to agree u got that bjork look going on (shes hot!)
ok so some person thought i was asian from the pics that I have(not a person from this site). I think that is funny! Does anyone think I look asian,i am so white, once i get some more pics up people will see my whiteness .
back to work today, fun fun. next week i start more shifts, longer, and hopefully that supervisor position. we...
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back to work today, fun fun. next week i start more shifts, longer, and hopefully that supervisor position. we...
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tadzi:
asian? white? whatever. youre fuckin sexy, thats what you are
bluefreak:
yeah thats a sad thing about work.. i say if i get my music then i would have all my shit done in a matter of mins but no i got suspended for my music at work *LOL* assholes. as for the family related ppl moving away yeah that sucks but you could always move with them *nods*. life sucks but then you meet kick ass retards like me and people like me just make life fun. hang in there no matter how bad it sucks just remember there is always a rubber chickcen you could smack someone with and make it all better.
what is with the people and wanting 3somes? I go looking for a girl, for myself, and now all these people want to have a 3some with me! I can't just find a nice girl, errrr
So I feel a lot better, but still sick, and now I have what they call a fever rash? Weird shit, it needs to go away now, I have...
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krankor:
nice stuff
krankor is jelous of the guys in your town
krankor is jelous of the guys in your town
bluefreak:
hair color im still undecided but i did figure out what my tatto is gonna be and im getting it done this weekend....ill be sure to take pics *nods*
still sick, and it fucking sucks, but the good news is i dont work for the next two days. bad news again, my sister in law, neice and nephew all move to iowa thursday, i convinced bob to take me to see them again, i will cry.
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bluefreak:
yeah im thinking im gonna get 2 more peircings done and wait on the tatto unless i get the sketch of buttercup from the powerpuff girls finished in time. im drawing her hin a schoolgirl outfit and im gonna give her a few peircings and devil horns...its gonna be sweet *nods*...as for my hair im was thinking a tourquois blue with black tips or black with blue tips or just leave it orange im kinda blah with my hair lately.
hope ya feel better soon .. take care
hope ya feel better soon .. take care
gotham2:
oh, i hope you start feeling better soon. i think it's orangutang or something. i really like those too.
enjoy your days off sweetie,
gotham.
enjoy your days off sweetie,
gotham.
ok, so i am sitting here with the flu, the one where you ache, and everything hurts, to pee, sit in chair or whatever. it fucking sucks bad! i think i will go to bed soon, which is early for me, i dont go to bed til 3 or 4 am!
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it fucking sucks bad! i think i will go to bed soon, which is early for me, i dont go to bed til 3 or 4 am!
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tadzi:
ah yes... *saw pics after posting*
note to self, from now on see all pics before responding.
hey, ya know, if youre ever in jersey
no seriously, youre a babe.
and still hope ya feel better
note to self, from now on see all pics before responding.
hey, ya know, if youre ever in jersey
no seriously, youre a babe.
and still hope ya feel better
goth_cowboy:
haven't had a flu like that since high school. it kept me home for three days. went to school stil feeling like rubberized dog shit. anyhoo, get better damn it.
also your friend needs to get his priorties straight. i would pay to see them. get better
later
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also your friend needs to get his priorties straight. i would pay to see them
. get better
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