purple_wings

hi world,

not much going on today. i took my midterm and turned in my essay for my history class. i think i did A work on the paper, but on the exam i'm thinking i'll only get a C+ or a B. it's crucial that i get a B or higher in this class or else i'll be put on academic probation (because i failed a class last semester and have almost too many withdrawls). oh well, i'm sure i'll be able to pull this out.

hunter and i got in a fight. i guess he was snooping on my computer and found some conversation between me and shawn messier where i was apparently not having any regret over the cheating incident a while ago. the truth is, i have nothing but regret. everyday i fight the guilt and the desire to just vanish because i feel filthy, dirty and like a cheater. i told him that, and i told him how much i love him and that i want things to work out. i hope they do and i really wish he'd stop snooping in my computer and taking parts of conversations out of context and then to heart.

hmm, other things... i have homework today. that sucks. oh yeah, i installed Yahoo Messenger on my phone, so now i have AIM and Yahoo wherever i go. w00t w00t! if anyone wants to IM me, i'm xMs SexyLady2000 on AIM and proud_bi_girlie on yahoo. also, i was fiddling with photoshop the other day, learning all about layers and stuff. i made a collage of myself, although it's not a very good one, but i tried, lol...



well, guess that's about it. i'm going to go work on homework now or whatever. maybe i'll play with pickles, or at least bring him inside to run around.

xoxo,

--natalie