Wow... the day has crept along slowly. I know why though. I actually went to bed a slightly more decent hour, that being midnight, and slept soundly all night. So I woke up at around eight and that's when my day started. Usually it's a bit later... like past noon, hehe.
I had McDonald's for breakfast. It was wonderful and horrible at the same time. That food is so addicting, and I mean literally. I used to practice vegetarianism for health and so I know what kind of shit McDonald's is. Not to mention their food additives, bioflavinoids and the fucking chemicals that have me ADDICTED. jeez... sorry for my little rant, hehe.
I ran all around Capitola and back about five times this morning running errands. I got all of them done though and was excited about all my free time today --and now i'm just bored. go figure.
Then I took a nap. In the middle of my nap, I woke up cuz Hunter was next to me upset. I comforted him and go up and was with him for a little while and then I went back to my nap. Woke up at two pm and now it's about five. Hunty gets out of class at 5:30, but then he has to walk the dog and stuff. Argh... I want him to be here. I'm so bored and codependent on him. Well, not entirely. When I'm with my "real" friends (i.e. the kids that were my friends before him, not friends thru him) there's not a problem. I feel lonesome though around here, still. And I've lived here since August.
Oh well... I guess I'm just not much of a people person or something.
School has the anxiety flowing for me right now. It sux. I only have a couple things left to do for the semester but it still feels like a weight on my shoulders. Ugh...
Well, I've rambled enough.
--Natalie
I had McDonald's for breakfast. It was wonderful and horrible at the same time. That food is so addicting, and I mean literally. I used to practice vegetarianism for health and so I know what kind of shit McDonald's is. Not to mention their food additives, bioflavinoids and the fucking chemicals that have me ADDICTED. jeez... sorry for my little rant, hehe.
I ran all around Capitola and back about five times this morning running errands. I got all of them done though and was excited about all my free time today --and now i'm just bored. go figure.
Then I took a nap. In the middle of my nap, I woke up cuz Hunter was next to me upset. I comforted him and go up and was with him for a little while and then I went back to my nap. Woke up at two pm and now it's about five. Hunty gets out of class at 5:30, but then he has to walk the dog and stuff. Argh... I want him to be here. I'm so bored and codependent on him. Well, not entirely. When I'm with my "real" friends (i.e. the kids that were my friends before him, not friends thru him) there's not a problem. I feel lonesome though around here, still. And I've lived here since August.
Oh well... I guess I'm just not much of a people person or something.
School has the anxiety flowing for me right now. It sux. I only have a couple things left to do for the semester but it still feels like a weight on my shoulders. Ugh...
Well, I've rambled enough.
--Natalie
Hope you are well.
-TM