hi world...
so, working on my library packet yesterday was such a fucking joke. i didn't get a thing done. i didn't even take it out of my backpack to be honest. i have amotivational syndrome ...from add and smoking too much pot all the time.
so yeah, i took my ritalin today, which i absolutely hate, but sometimes have to do for alertness on long drives or to get homework done. fortunately, i take it orally and have my own prescription and diagnosis, unlike all the other lazy college bastards that take it up the nose. so yeah...
anyway, at least yesterday was fun. i felt good all day. the rain was great. i had crazy bondage sex later that evening. it was exxxcellent, lol.
i've been talking to this chick, casey, 17, in my hometown of davis. she's bi, as am i. i think i'm falling for her. i think she's falling for me. it seems obvious. there's a couple problems though... firstly, i'm 18. i've never really heard of women getting charged with statuatory rape when it's another chick that's barely a year younger than them... but still. it worries me. but that doesn't even matter. i mean, i'm totally crushing over her, i don't just want to jump her bones. second problem is that i'm still dating hunter. but i can't say it's bad, either. i mean, it seems to be getting better. maybe i'm polyamorous... they say poly people are never satisfied unless they have multiple relationships. i donno, i donno, i donno. i'm just a crazy borderline girl (u know, the diagnosis of what's her face in girl interrupted)
i guess that's all for now. i'm gonna go join the bondage group and talk about my love for ropes and anal now, lol.
much love,
--natalie
so, working on my library packet yesterday was such a fucking joke. i didn't get a thing done. i didn't even take it out of my backpack to be honest. i have amotivational syndrome ...from add and smoking too much pot all the time.
so yeah, i took my ritalin today, which i absolutely hate, but sometimes have to do for alertness on long drives or to get homework done. fortunately, i take it orally and have my own prescription and diagnosis, unlike all the other lazy college bastards that take it up the nose. so yeah...
anyway, at least yesterday was fun. i felt good all day. the rain was great. i had crazy bondage sex later that evening. it was exxxcellent, lol.
i've been talking to this chick, casey, 17, in my hometown of davis. she's bi, as am i. i think i'm falling for her. i think she's falling for me. it seems obvious. there's a couple problems though... firstly, i'm 18. i've never really heard of women getting charged with statuatory rape when it's another chick that's barely a year younger than them... but still. it worries me. but that doesn't even matter. i mean, i'm totally crushing over her, i don't just want to jump her bones. second problem is that i'm still dating hunter. but i can't say it's bad, either. i mean, it seems to be getting better. maybe i'm polyamorous... they say poly people are never satisfied unless they have multiple relationships. i donno, i donno, i donno. i'm just a crazy borderline girl (u know, the diagnosis of what's her face in girl interrupted)
i guess that's all for now. i'm gonna go join the bondage group and talk about my love for ropes and anal now, lol.
much love,
--natalie
I would think where you're 18 and she's 17, even in Cali, you'd be all set. I can understand where you're coming from. Just seeing yourself in other people @once.
Ritalin up the nose? Never heard of that. Hmmm...
You may be "crazy borderline" but you're still friendly and cool as hell.
-TM