purple_wings

hi sg,

so, here i am, back in santa cruz. yesterday was a little depressing... having to drive back and all, but i made good time. today's been cool so far. i spent the majority of my day waiting in staircase tattoo in line to get pierced. i ended up with the monroe piercing i've wanted for a long time but that everyone tells me is a weird/ugly/undesirable etc. etc. piercing. well fuck 'em! lol, i like mine. sorry these pics are really kinda not so flattering of my face, but you can see the piercing here. it's still pretty swollen. didn't hurt too bad though. the jewelry is alexandrite because i'm a sucker for sparkly things and glitter and tinfoil and the like, hehe.







so yeah, that was fun, and painful. in other news, school sucks. turns out the packet for my library 10 class is due completed on the 29th. that really blows considering i haven't started mine yet. i plan to do the whole thing tomorrow though. i'm such a fucking procrasinator... i hope to god i can handle my add and just get this done. i can't afford to get any f's... not now, not in college.

hunty/shammy and i....... shammy was really nice to me today. i could tell he's really been missing me. yesterday i asked him what he'd think if i broke up with him and a bunch of q's like that. he said he'd be really sad and afterward he acted sort of clingy for the rest of the day (being xtra nice, giving me unasked for back rubs, making dinner for both of us while i slept, etc.) it was really sweet, but i'm kind of worried now that he has an abandonnment complex just as bad as mine. i think so... perhaps i'm not actually the weaker one in this relationship. i don't know... but for now i'm still with him and i hope it all works out.

guess that's all for now.
much love to every1,

--natalie

p.s. after posting those absolutely terrible pics of me, i just had to post one nice one