hi world...
argh argh argh... i talked to hunter on the phone today and he sounded so fucking adorable and said he missed me badly and wanted to see me tomorrow. i was happy to talk to him, actually. i'm so finnicky. i guess that's why i have borderline personality disorder..... yeah, whatever. so, maybe i won't break up with him? i donno. i guess i'll give him one more chance to not bully and intimidate me and try to manipulate me. it's aggravating, but i know he really does love me. maybe we just shouldn't live together anymore and that would solve it all. i'm always so ambivalent.
in other news, valerie and i had such a blast last night. we talked about all the fucked up republican kids in our school and stuff, lol. both of us are angry liberals
and we watched tons of politically satyrical flash files. check out kerrysucks.com ...of course i love john kerry, but the flash files are still hilarious.
ah yes, i don't think i've mentioned... but i'm planning on going to boot camp this summer... well, not just boot camp, but to be a firefighter. i really hate college to be honest, and i know i have the strength and determination to make it as a firefighter... and here's the good part: they only have to work for 10 years and then they get 100% retirement pay, plus they get lots of excellent health benefits and stuff. i really want an exciting job, even if it means losing sleep. there's no way i'll ever be able to do a nine to five behind a desk. so, yeah, i'm pretty serious about this and looking into it. i hope it works out.
so now, i guess chris wants to hang out and play d&d... ooogg,, i'm a nerrrd, lol. so, more later peeps.
--natalie
argh argh argh... i talked to hunter on the phone today and he sounded so fucking adorable and said he missed me badly and wanted to see me tomorrow. i was happy to talk to him, actually. i'm so finnicky. i guess that's why i have borderline personality disorder..... yeah, whatever. so, maybe i won't break up with him? i donno. i guess i'll give him one more chance to not bully and intimidate me and try to manipulate me. it's aggravating, but i know he really does love me. maybe we just shouldn't live together anymore and that would solve it all. i'm always so ambivalent.
in other news, valerie and i had such a blast last night. we talked about all the fucked up republican kids in our school and stuff, lol. both of us are angry liberals
and we watched tons of politically satyrical flash files. check out kerrysucks.com ...of course i love john kerry, but the flash files are still hilarious.
ah yes, i don't think i've mentioned... but i'm planning on going to boot camp this summer... well, not just boot camp, but to be a firefighter. i really hate college to be honest, and i know i have the strength and determination to make it as a firefighter... and here's the good part: they only have to work for 10 years and then they get 100% retirement pay, plus they get lots of excellent health benefits and stuff. i really want an exciting job, even if it means losing sleep. there's no way i'll ever be able to do a nine to five behind a desk. so, yeah, i'm pretty serious about this and looking into it. i hope it works out.
so now, i guess chris wants to hang out and play d&d... ooogg,, i'm a nerrrd, lol. so, more later peeps.
--natalie
-TM
Three cheers for angry liberals, and for smart girls who don't need college courses to prove that they're witty -- firefighting's far more worthy than any coursework I can imagine.